june

Bore.

2010-12-07T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello. Since Tumblr is down, I decided to blog here for reasons that are quite apparent. Sort of new to Tumblr and yes, I'm addicted. And now when it's under the "We'll be back shortly" mode, everything else seems boring. But just continue to find not boring stuffs elsewhere and landed here. So yeah. This goes to show how we all ramble on this site and wonder does anyone really read this. Unless you're famous or someone's envious or stalks or people wanna plain read. Haiz.

quick update

2010-09-24T16:13:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO HUMAANNNSSSSSS!!!!!!! It's been a while yeah! Well here I am on a Friday afternoon having some food and blogging! No, my O's are not over yet but it's nearing....
A couple of stuffs to note down in here cos if i were to say "update", i doubt there's anyone out thr who visits this site and i'm not famous. So, Malay June O level results are disappointing and so is the Malay Oral. A mere pass is not satisfying for a person who speaks and grows up with the language. The expectations are high and so there has to be hard work put in right.

Prelims was enough to get me anticipating for O levels. hah. I feel like i've not put in all my best for my subjects and so the results might not be satisfactory. Hopes are nothing without hard work and determination goes no where without sitting down and doing the revision papers thoroughly. Time can never be turned and this sounds so cliche amongst teenagers these days. In the end, the emotion nobody wants to feel is regret. I regretted not doing this, not doing that blah blah blah. Experienced it before but what are you still doing? go figure.

Lately, i've been doing a lot of thinking. Thinking of this, thinking of that... He who doesn't think, doesn't...... ?(i don't know heee)

Tuhan memberi kita pelbagai ujian setiap saat yang kadangkala sukar untuk diselenggarakan dan untuk difahami. Namun, kita perlu redha dan tabah melayari bahtera kehidupan yang perit inak dan durinya. Walau apapun yang terjadi, kami perlu berdoa kepadaNya agar membimbing kami dalam keadaan-keadaan sebegitu.

Well, talking about thinking, i've thought a whole bunch of things tt i wanted to say here but now my mind is blank. (I was abt to type an asterisk but i ended up posting the version before this sentence so here is the continuation.) * * yes, blank.

Raya was fine (:

OK bye :D

Picture galore

2010-07-31T11:23:00.007+08:00

Alrighto here's a quick update in the last day of July.
Well i know it sucks to know suckish things but there are people out thr who enjoy doing these suckish things so its better if they just. dang i used suck too many times because im bored and my vocabulary is not working. ok whatever.
i ate some spaghetti that tasted like PERFUME. serious i'm not kidding! it was like u were eating perfume. i don;t really like the taste but my sis thinks its nice. so she ate the whole thang (:
SO i googled images to find these awesume piccas. Have fun watching(:

yeah i don't enjoy science

The cake looks bloody as though the camera is alive but its so dang cool!

Adios,

Nad(:

Updates for better tomorrow

2010-07-25T17:28:00.004+08:00

Things change but people don't.
Which is sometimes very sad, unfortunately.But what to dooo.... We are humans which He created to have feelings and sometimes these feelings lead to us doing things we shouldn't do. And these things that we do aren't much liked by some people because it's bad. But sometimes even if what we're trying to do is the right thing, they just don't seem to acknowledge it. Well, "acknowledge" might be a bit too harsh but at least response or something.
It's that difficult.

Ok whatever.Let's laugh out loud for a while now..
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
HA.
Once in a while, we need some laughter in our lives right peeeoopleee!!!!

Yeah. *gives-that-wierd-face*Anyways, for your(nobody....cos i think no one reads this crappy blog of mine) info, i lost like 260 out of the 270 songs in my phone! I got no idea how it vanished but somehow it did disappear. But when i checked my memory card on the comp, it's still there but it's not in my hp! ): and the ten songs remaining were kinda old... So i just deleted some of it anyways and uploaded some new ones and took some frm my lil' bro's hp which is mostly Malay songs.
Jiwang songs.
HAhahahaha...
Tiny secret of his revealed!

And talking abt Malay, i had my Malay O Level Orals and Listening Compre already! Yeah so fast huh? They were kinda overwhelming. Conversations and the understanding of the texts the radio person was reading... Ohya, fyi each time a candidate sits for LC, they'll have to listen to the radio channel tt's gonna play the texts like 30minutes before it starts. The deejay played the Billionaire song right after an announcement that there's gonna be a major exam up soon so that they can tune the volume appropriately, and it was Boomz!
haha.
Btw, i've been watching the SHAYTARDS these few days and they're like the most awesomesstt an coolest online family! They're kinda random and funny and cute! Gyeah, i guess they rock.

Are these interesting?

What came first: the chicken or the egg?
Which is the funniest word you've ever heard?
Which is the funniest name you've ever heard?
If the pen is mightier than the sword, why isn't the pencil?
What is your least favorite quote?
Which day of the week do you hate the most?
Which is your least favorite season?
Who was the weirdest guy/girl you've every dated?
Which actor/actress would you never go out with?
What is the biggest turn off in a guy/girl?

haha. Don't ask why i asked but yeah.
And i can't wait for a break after O levels.
And i don't feel prepared some way or another.

maybe because we were in Dream World and i wanna be there again
Rock with me tonight!

Adios,

Nad(:

Relax dulu

2010-06-19T13:55:00.005+08:00

Helloooo! It's been a while since the last update, as usual. heeeeeee B) The June holidays have been a breeze. That's because i've been slacking and falling behind. Bad, bad thing to do. The first two weeks of holidays wasn't really living up to the "holiday" purpose cause of school at 8am everyday and the constant reminders to start studying. Heck, my results are a phail. how do i even pull up the socks when i hardly wear them.

Moving on, went swimming with faila&mirah ysterday. It was fun cause we swam laps and after abt 3 laps, it felt easy! Because i have not swam since forever, i thought i'd get breathing difficulties or something but i didn't so hurray? Ohya, went cycling day before yesterday with Nat, Zahra and Umairah. It was fun, going up the slopes and down and at the skate park taking pictures. I was facing difficulties climbing the slope! nadiah, nadiah.. Anyways, we went singing after that. My sense of rhythm is no where near pass. After which we went home and decided to ride bus no. 14 and it was so freaking long before we got to our destination. ended up stopping earlier somewhere and took another bus home. And i'm broke.

Alright had a date with the sister and cousin yesterday after the swimming session. We went esplanade(we need to find other places to chill) to catch the outdoor theater show and we were just not in luck cos it was a piano recital of slow, classical, jazz pieces. Nice choice. After 30 minutes of classical and knowing that Germany lost against Serbia, we headed to Marina Square's McD where we had Horlicks Mcflurry, McCafe's new mocha choco something and chocolate and blueberry muffin. And something funny happened. The three of us were enjoying the tidbits we bought and somehow we were leaning towards the table like something secretive was going on. I just snapped a picture of Mirah acting not normal and showed it to Faila and :
Faila: (after looking at the picture) Gilerr..
Suddenly, a stranger who was on the phone walked past us.Stranger: Ape dia?
Mirah: Gilerrr.....
We roared in laughter and it was so effing hilarious! Soon, we finished our food and searched for the bus stop. Otw there, we were acting like crazy drunk bitches (too much coffee and chlorine).
Ohya, on Tuesday, i went to JB to eat Portugese Chicken and watched The A-team. The movie is a MUST watch. Kelakar rabak! Although the story-line is expected, the comedy is funny:D

OK bye!

'LEK 'LUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

we were young and naive
had to fall in the cupid's trap
we were full of joy and laughing
had to meet the consequences
we were strong and beautiful
had to move with time and grow
we have our ups and downs
because
we are humans

human heart

2010-05-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

from tumblr

I had something in my mind but it suddenly just vanished. So next time maybe. Bye.

blahblahblah

2010-05-08T02:13:00.002+08:00

Hi. (:
Sometimes don't you feel like you've got a lot of stuffs running through your mind but you just can't find the right way or order to say it. You feel cautious of what might happen when you speak your mind. So all the thoughts just end up getting flushed back in to the back of your brain and after sometime it'll just pop up the second you get silent. The amazing thing is, your thoughts still go wild in your head when you're not speaking. They just spin around in your head.
Another awesome thing i find is how people change topics. From i need to go to town to i don't know what to wear to i bought that shirt and have not worn it yet. Whatev

Moving on, i found out that the theme for prom is Monocromo aka monochrome. It's like you wear a certain colour but different shades of the colour. hm. interesting. but

Darn i need to concentrate on my exams now. I'm actually on the comp to do an assignment but end up logging on to the social networking sites. *plufplh*

As i boarded the bus to go to jp just now, i saw the side-view of a guy sleeping. he was wearing his school uniform and sleeping oh-so-soundly. At 1ST, i thought it was an old friend and i know that his stop was the next stop. i was contemplating to wake him up or not. Luckily i did not cos it wasn't that old friend after all. but his side view looked so equal

these are the consequences that you never thought of. i was left dumbfounded and that barrier came building up between the walls. how sad

random. Sometimes it's

flowers, the most beautiful
strawberries, the freshest of all
chocolates, you do adore

OhYA! FIFA World Cup 2010 will be available live on both StarHub and SingTel! This is just awesome. because i like watching soccer and the moments before the dude kicks the ball into the post and the 87589258901526 ways a goal can be scored and the same WORD every person shout/scream/sigh/say silently and the down-right-damn-fanatics(i'm not one of them) and the atmosphere that sums up the whole event at the end of the day. and the next one in 2014. *phewb*

and in the end, it's the flaws that people talk about because of the person you are.

goodnight.

Love + wishes

2010-04-09T14:38:00.004+08:00

Out of the blue -
"Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attration ("I love my wife"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states."

I need a new haircut! Please i hate my hair right now which looks like electricity passed right through me. Maybe i touched something that was connected using the neutral wire instead of the live wire! ohno :/[ Moving on, this week was photo-taking week and as usual, i ddin;t know what to do with the aksi bebas pics! I felt in alien world... ~WEEEEEEEE~ *scratches head and walks away*

Ok so i wannna tall u people abt a funny incident abt the previous post that i posted. Wll it so happens that i was typing abt the "Subway HALAL food in KL that i ate" and actually, i just finished typing the fist two letters of the word 'halal' which is "ha" and the phone suddenly rang.
ME: Halal!
-Silence-
>>At this instant my head went WHATTHEHECKDIDIJUSTSAY?? and i kinda laughed uproariously in my head and quickly went
ME: Hello..
LUCKILY the person on the other end of the phone was my Mum. PHEW big time! I don't think she heard what i said but she was kinda lost for a moment. haha (:

i think i need a boost to kick me from the start.

I wish there was an eraser
to rub off the pain
I wish there was a knife
to cut the blame
I wish there was an angel
to guide me through
this times of hardship
destroying this relation(ship)
I wish there was a balloon
to take me all around the world
so that i can be away from all this hate
i wish i wish i wish
One achieves nothing
by wishing this would come true.

Adios,

Nad(:

UPDATE

2010-04-02T11:29:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

so i've not been updating much lately. It's based solely to my lack of wanting to update and school work. It's been bogging(is there even such a word?) me nowadays..I've been slacking and not finishing sch work. What happened to the "i need to finish homework" thingy? Maybe it's the influence or maybe it's the fact that i'm the ignorant one. besides this homework issue, i've got a few other issues that's equally bogging me. Some are private so i'd rather not blab abt it here and some are way too obvious to end up not saying anything abt it and some are just too much discussed that i'm pissed.

to recall a little on what happened in march...I totally screwed my practical exams.
my sis bought a huge b-day cake that cost abt 51 bucks. Well it's her birthday right. I had my piano theory exam the next day which was quite manageable tho disappointing sitting in that room full of kids way younger than you. hahha. And then, i went to KL for my cousin's wedding there! The trip was splendid! i enjoyed myself very much thank u! eating subway(when are they gonna make it halal here in sg!!?) and the chocolate chips they provide, running in the rain from KLCC to the hotel just to fill up our empty stomachs, our before and after looks of the wonders of the make up, having a moment of language translation aka AKSI BEBAS!, seeing the differences of culture in different places, getting butt-cramps whilst sitting in a car for abt 3 hours straight and seeing the numerous number of accidents that occur along the highway and not forgetting the pictures taken throughout the trip. it was an awesome trip needed (: well the pictures are all up on fb under mirah's acc.

To move on, i've watched Dear John and Alice in Wonderland 3D the other day. i kinda prefer dear john than the 3D one. maybe it's just me. i've always wondered though, what would happen if everything on earth is black and white and maybe shades of gray. would it be dull, monotonous and scary or would it represent love, life and music? ok whatever. for newer updates, there was sports heats the other day and we had tug-of-war which was an epic fail for me but the guys were good. didn't had the strength to continue.

well, it's good Friday = day off from school! but i don't celebrate it so yeah. had a sahibba competition yesterday. Sahibba aka scrabble in malay. quite interesting and it being my first time entering such a competition, i felt weird. aneh.

with that adios(:

Nad(:

Faila post

2010-03-15T23:56:00.004+08:00

This is for Faila for asking me to update and i have nothing to update about so why not entertain you readers with lovely Faila! :D

she bites?
she smooches
she's kinda blurr
and she's a huey!

Adios,

Nad(:

"Be happy. It's one way of being wise."

moorpark st. haha

2010-02-16T02:38:00.010+08:00

Hello 75th post! I'm kinda bored now and in deep need of inspiration to start on my assignments. hah.
Woots with all that's going on. Dang im talking crap now.
Alright.
So woke up in the morning feeling like a soap. Took a shower and got ready to go to school. Rode the bus to the 43rd Memorial War Service or something like that. Random moments in the bus. Bright lights of the morning sun shone through the glass windows of the rented bus. Squinted eyes to prevent eye damage?..haha. Reached the Beach Rd area. Esplanade, Singapore Flyer, City Mall, men in uniform, public toilets and the long tower. Walked towards the memorial area and sat under the tent on a chair. One minute of silence, three bows, oranges and empty red packets. Headed back to school. Silent alone moment back to school. Slowly dazing off but ended up dazing off too slow that the bus reached school already. Headed to JP with the peeps. Had brunch at KFC, saw some people, ate chicken, drank ice tea and watch other eat. Bought tickets to Valentine's Day movie. Cashier was some random foreign girl with a clean face. ?. Said final goodbyes. Entered cinema and seats were at the last row. Ended sitting next to a dude who thinks that it's cool to listen to music in the cinema. The movie was unpredictable, happened on a day only, sweet, nice, cute and teary at the end. Dang they were gay, her student's mother was in the navy, his friend is in love with his best friend and whatever that's complicated in this four-letter phenomenon that catches people unnoticed. love. They're linked one way or another. Then we head our separate ways. Kind bus driver asked if there was school that day. Obviously not but i was in my uniform, how efficient. Can't stop dozing off every few seconds. Imagine having bad eyesight, wearing contacts and looks at something blur. How indescribably obstructive.
You can say that i'm not feeling very nice these few days with all the irritating moods i go to when i don't understand everything. It comes at the time when i don't need it the most and when everyone's trying to fake a smile to make me feel better. I've got more to say but it won't be worth your time. I think that the voice of Gabe Bondoc can make me enter this platform of emotions where i can think proper and type some stuffs that most probably have no link to any famous person on this Earth. Talking about famous.
I want to have a taste of fame. Of the lights, the fans, the screaming, the paparazzi, the is-that-her!? moment and the fact that every single move you make and every single word you utter makes a difference in this place full of ignorance.
Alright i think i'm gonna stop here before all the words in here get jumbled up and everything enters the erupting volcano that leaks of lava that burns.

Adios,

Nad(:

Randommm

2010-02-12T17:09:00.004+08:00

Walk like wild boar, talk like king kong, sneeze like a snake and stink like ammonia.
I made that up during Chemistry lesson when we were doing qualitative alkali experiment adding all sorts of liquids together in excess and blah3. We had to deal with ammonia which stank quite badly. And i suddenly came up with that weird line. Now, I've got nothing to update about.

Aloha! ?

Nad(:

boredom strikes again

2010-02-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

It's either you're completely stressed or you're bored to death.

Bogor peeps! (:

2010-01-21T17:43:00.006+08:00

Hello humans! To be exact, i haven't been updating since the first day of 2010! It's been three weeks and time is getting shorter and the O's are near. How dreadful. Anywoots there have been ups and downs in the past few weeks. Let's just focus on the good ones yeah. So, here are a few that i can remember..(i guess i don't excel in storing some moments permanently in a click.) they're all n random manner.

~going to 313@Somerset~watching a free performance at esplanade outdoor theatre~ Ohya! Kak Shima got engaged!

~ Did i watch a movie? no? yes? no? No.
~ falling sick
~ The Bogor people came! They're so nice and awesome! And so cute lah! (: Alright, waiting for LiQing to update the pics please!(:

Alright so awesome people aka Bogor students came to school on tues, wed & thurs. They went to the sec 4 classes.. 4 students per class. In my class there were Andina, Dito, Audi and Agung! (: Took pictures with most of them during recess.. They put up a performance on thurs morning. They're all so cute lah! hehe(: Someone cried eh!.. Anywoots, gonna miss them..wish i could know them better!
Li Qing, pics please! :D

Adios,

Nad(:

ps. Do ignore the previous post. Its too random

awesome

2010-01-01T03:58:00.004+08:00

TWENTY, TEN.

i like hot people
awesome
(:

adios,

Nad(:

need i say more?

life goes on

2009-12-24T14:50:00.005+08:00

Well, i'm here today cos i'm bored sitting at home and doing nothing but blog-hopping and reading about people's lives. heh.. Well, its the use of language that i admire in some of the posts. It's like im reading a book, a book about their lives. The way they describe it and juggle the words is like fascinating. I don't even understand some of the words. So much for having a dictionary! heh..

Lying down in between the living room table and the sofa, using Put's laptop is something that i would want to do for a long time but there's LOTS of school work to finish and now i'm procrastinating, doing this. Just have to get some things off my mind and shoulders but seems like everything's still where it is. Nothing's budging from where it is and the place it's at is not the right place. Alright i'm raambling crap.

How i wish i had a video recorder so that i could record moments. But would you rather look at pictures or videos? I don't know. I guess both's good. hmmm.

Adios,

Nad(:

Smile like that again and ensure me that everything will be alright.

But nothing has.

what do i know?

2009-12-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. Not that i'm busy, just that one gets lazy and get lost for words to express one's thoughts. I need some things to change in my life. Maybe some things have changed that i need a newer change to happen. Get it? Also, I've not touched my school work so i MUST start NOW before its too late and calendars around the world reads the first day of the first month of 2010. Time flies right? I know.
I'd say it's a blessing, that time flies. (I'm trying to have a more positive look on life now since it's always been a thumbs down.) You get over with what's happened in the past. You allow time to heal the pain and look forward for a better tomorrow. I know it sounds cheesy but hey, its reality.
However much you despise it or love it, life goes on. You can shed tears for a moment or two and its the tears that slow you down and something gives you the urge and inspiration and motivation and you start running again. I'm still walking.

Right, i'm crapping. I need motivation to start my homework. Thought i got it but, i don't know... Hmph. What do i know?

I enjoyed playing in the playground with my siblings and nieces and nephews. They are so innocent and cute that you just can't frown with them..

Adios,

Nad(:

come as u are + kau main seluar + konichiwa = rhythms! (:

2009-12-14T23:48:00.006+08:00

I'm back from the 11th-13th Dec 09 Kampung Trip!
There were a few highlights during this trip. The main one shold be the night where Abg Yus was strumming the guitar and playing random songs whilst out of the blue Abg Ratno asked something...
Abg R: (in his normal deep voice) Abg Yus, tau lagu come as u are?
(everyone was silent)
Abg Y: Lagu ape?
Abg R: Come as you are..
(silence for a moment)
Abg Y: Oh... Tak tau plk..
Kpk: Ingat lagu "kau main seluar"!
Abg Y: Hahahaa Abg Yus ingat lagu "konichiwa"..
(all continue laughing)

Alright, it may not sound as funny as when one story-tells it than in writing..
Still strumming the guitar, kpk and i started to sing our version of a song(kau main seluar) tt was never really a song..
Pictures are all up on facebook.. Just too lazy to upload them here...

alright.

Adios(:

Nad(:

juice box

2009-12-09T23:59:00.006+08:00

want!:D

"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing"
-Hellen Keller

i'm no perfect

but everything's got a start
right?

Nad(:

tujhe dekha to; to see u

2009-12-06T22:18:00.010+08:00

Hello! Been doing some stuffs lately, as seen in the lack of updates..walking, listening, seeing, breathing, deciding and eating!

Here's the places i've been to since not updating much.. Class Chalet, Singapore Flyer, JurongBird Park, Sentosa, Night Safari, Science Centre, Snow City and West Coast Park. Well from bird park onwards was to accompany my relatives from Malaysia have a look ard SG... Most of the pics are up on facebook so do check em out there!

Alright i guess i'll update again soon.

adios,

Nad(:

As long as they are still alive, i'll love and respect them no matter.

i don't know

2009-12-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

why?

before 2009...

2009-11-25T12:45:00.003+08:00

Hello humans!
Well, life's been neutral these days..
But what to do?...
Anywoots, sent Mak Teh&Pak Teh to Haji on Saturday morning.
Harap MakTeh&PakTeh berangkat dan pulang dgn selamat. Insyallah.
Sunday, went to JB to get some kitchen stuffs and send clothes for dry-cleaning..
Monday, went to mediacorp to support Nayli for a spelling game show she entered.
She got into the quarter-final so went there on Tues also.
So, class chalet today..
Let's get happy!
And on thursday gonna go to mediacorp again cos Nayli got into the semis in Spellcast2! congrats yaw!
gonna miss the class bbq tt night..
That's alright..
Friday, Hari Raya Haji>> family time.

hm

Before 2009,
life was more peaceful.
i could still see some light,
good light that is.
still, time flies.
i guess i appreciate it more now.
its those happy moments
that i looked forward to
and still try to.
its the memories
that i want to capture.
its the laughter, jokes and smiles
that i want to engrave.
yet along the way
things start to happen,
things that i never wished for to happen.
i know something's wrong.
curious i was,
fearless i was not.
soon u start asking questions
that i can't find answers to
cause the answers might be too painful.
i know emotionally
im weak.
but it seems as though
u are forcing it upon me,
wanting me to face the harsh truth.
i must not shed tears.

Can i continue living this life?

is that why life's full of surprises?

adios,

Nad(:

instinct. guts. miracles.

2009-11-19T14:49:00.005+08:00

!Heyheyhey!

Back from Arts Camp(:
Night Hunt was the best!
Nice ghosts!
(: nojyzing

Alright besides tt, there was Sports Extravaganza just now..
Met Nat, Ain and Su Ling..
I kayak-ed with Dawn!
We got the 7th position.. hehe not bad(:
Ohya and Hany got 1st in the road run for B div girls! :D

Afterwards, went to JP with Nat and Ain.
Went to MacD and i had brunch: McChickenn

At home now..

I'm so bored i can *fill in the blanks*

For you are the reason i smile
For you are the reason i laugh
But what can a smile or laughter bring?
I know you don't know
I know no one knows
Ah, i guess this's all imaginations
that i wonder upon
every moment
When the things i do
remind me of you

sht

alright

ADIOS!

Nad(:

to be

2009-11-16T13:40:00.005+08:00

Hello there!

I'll be gone for 2 days tmrw..
There's Arts Camp....

So, nothing much happened last few days..
Went to see Abg Arin's new condo tt will be ready in like 4-5 years time...
Longg time to go don't you think?

I got nothing much to talk about in here today.
Just that I'm real bored sittin at home in front of the computer or the rectangular box u call the tv.
I need to go out and see the attitudes! the drama! the people! the earth! the machines! the music! and the clouds!
aaahhhhh!!!! I need company!

haha

Anywoots! Somebody got a new Guitar! Putra lah...who else?
ahax...

Okok.. We'll meet again in the next post!
Till then,

ADIOS!

Nad(:

means nothing

2009-11-13T15:00:00.004+08:00

Above are the pictures of the happenings of the last few weeks. Mainly advanced test @SP library, diving with the SP peeps and lunch @Sakura (:

Right. so, the advanced test was okay. Quite manageable but somehow someway, there was cheating... ahax

Anyway, caught 2012 yester-night. It was okay but if you think further, it might not be tt sensible. Hm. But overall, it was good(:

Not feeling tt high nw. ..

I'm gonna miss you
for you light me up
and make my day.
this maybe cliche
but you are the apple of my eye
i do not know when i'll see you again
but forever in my thoughts you will stay

ahh i'm dreaming in daylight!
save this soul of mine
from the shadows of infatuation
haha

seriously nadiah.
ok.

Adios!~

Nad(:

But everything means nothing, if i ain't got you.

Advanced Trip 06-08Nov09

2009-11-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!!!

Back from Advanced trip to Tioman(:
It was a fun and full-of-laughter trip!
Waiting for the pics from mirah..
So here was what happened during the 3 day trip..
Friday
Mum and Dad sent sis&me to Muhammad Sultan Rd at a coffee shop tt we were supposed to meet at: Bak Ku Teh. Niways, while waiting for the others, walked2 ard the place and bought Double Choc at McCafe then had to head back to the meeting place. We alighted the bus ard 7pm maybe, i can't rmmbr. Then dadada, entered S'pore immigration and M'sia immigration. For a minute, thought we saw Abg Rafi at M'sia immigration but ddin't get to tegur him cos we had to enter the bus alr. Then the bus made its way to Mersing and we took the boat to Tioman. In the boat, someone idkwhatitscalled at me. haha(: don't worry, i wasn't offended. Niways, reached Kampung Genting, Tioman ard 2am.
Saturday
Breakfast was at 8am. Ohya did i mention, the room was freaking cold! And i forgot to bring socks. Danngg.. Had to be on the boat at 8.30am. On the boat, we donned our equipments. Had to refresh my 1-year-ago memory. ahax(: Luckily mirah was thr to help and splash! First dive!(: It was a "refresh" dive to get the feel. Buoyancy and Finning.. The visibility wasn't very good..but saw stingrays, sea urchins and lots of nemos. Did i mention, i think i bite my regulator to hard tt the part tt rests on ur mouth broke. haha. I tried to get it out but being too nervous, i ddnt knw where it went. Either on the sea bed or in the reg. Also, I can't rmmbr which dive it was(1st or 3rd) but i lost my buddy, me sista, mirah, on one of the dives. dang.. Alright. Second dive. Hm this was difficult. All of us were already on the surface and we had to fin to the front of the boat to descend. I finned and finned and finned and finned and Finally, reached the front. The currents on the surface was strong. By the time i got to the front, Manfred and Jason were there. Sabran and 3 other divers have descended. But suddenly, Manfred's O-ring burst so he aborted the dive and asked Jason to descend to call Sabran and the 3 divers up. Later Jason said he touched the bottom but he couldn't see the others so he just went up. 45 mins later, Sabran and the 3 others got up the boat and was angry. The bottom was actually 20 metres deep but someone touched the bottom at 15 metres. hahaha(: so from then on, he's 15m boy.
After that we went back to the island for lunch and got back to the boat for the third dive(: We did a front flip, which practically, i failed at. Also, we blew up the sausage and mirah's and mine got detached from the rope. ahx..Then we went back to the island and bought Ramly Burger>> King Special and ice kacang tt had milo on top. Nice(: After chit-chatting, we got on the boat at 7pm for night dive(: It was a new experience for me. Never night dived before. The first time we descended, i lost my buddy and panicked. For a moment i wanted to ascend cos i thought i was there alone. Then i saw Zaroq and Cheryl and we ascended. After reaching the surface, we saw some light and paddled towards the light. Soon, other divers started to float up. Then on, we ascended and i glued myself to my buddy cos the water was real shitty. After a while, my buddy had difficulties breathing so she, me and Sabran ascended and we finned back to the jetty. Otw, met the other divers. The sky was filled with stars tt night. It was a real amazing view and im appreciate the opportunity tt i got(: That night, we had BBQ for dinner. :P Then bathed and stuff and laughed till 12+am..
Sunday
Woke up late tt morning so ddnt had breakfast and went straight away went diving. It was cold man.. The first dive tt morning was okay. We did back flip off the boat. Alright dadada, the last dive was the best. Saw a huge fish and lots of sea urchins and nemos and saw a turtle(:
After that , we packed and stuff and got back to the island. Headed to Mersing at 12nn and reached thr ard 3pm. Then we bought stuff there and the bus came and we made our way to S'pore. Shitnitz, at the pump station, red light occurred. urgh. daddaada reached s'pore ard 6+pm and stopped at Clementi Ave 6, went separate ways and took the bus home. Thanks for the experience and memories guys(: And i learnt a few new stuff along the way..haha:D
har na har na, simi

The test's tmrw...dang. Wish me luck(:
Night all.
Pics will be up soon hopefully.

adios~

Nad(:

tanks and cya underwater!

2009-11-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

I'll be gone for three days again.
That is, till Sunday.
Off to take Advanced Course for diving!!!!
yyeeesssaaahh
:D
:D
:D
So take care all and wish me luck!
hehe teehee
Adios(:

what happened remains.

2009-11-01T21:19:00.005+08:00

Hello

Yes, I'm back from camp.
Which was tiring, smelly, nice, sweaty, hot, weird and etc.
Quite a number of activities was carried out.

First day, after we reached the place, my group, Group 4, went for the Plant Food activity first. We got a 'tour' around the island and were showed the edibility test. It was fun(: Instructor Tami said he'll be a vegetarian after 3 days of being a 'tour guide' and eating plants and showing all the 6 groups the stuffs there. So after the trip, we had lunch at this uncle's hse. Chicken Rice. Afterwards, we trekked further into the island and ard 4pm, we did navigation. Afterward, we went back to campsite and had our dinner. Nasi goreng. After that, we slacked in tent and i was about to sleep when someone shouted, "Fall in! Nightwalk, nightwalk!" Lazily got up and me, Yu Ting, Jia Min and Yee San were the first girls gg for the walk. Yee San wanted to hold hands. hehe(: that night i slept sweaty.
Day 2. Woke up ard 5.40am and my legs were freezing. Needed the toilet badly. Did i mention, we had to walk a distance to get to the toilet and there was no shower. Dreadful. Had morning exercise and run. Then had Nasi Lemak for breakfast. Then Group 4 went for kayaking! Phew, i couldn't wait for the bath. Reached the kayak area and it was scorching. Fun time kayaking with Zahra(: Went to mangroves and into the open sea. I'm burnt now. haha. After the wonderful shower, we headed back to the campsite. We were then divided into 2 smaller groups and my group played dog&bone with Instructor Meenachi. Enjoyed it a lot!(: Fair game too.. They didn't want forfeits. awww.. haha. After that we did nothing basically cos there was no pacing navigation for us. So we decided to plan for the performance at night. Andy played the Dora Explorer and Campfire song on his phone. And! He sang the song!! But quietly, that is. hahaha:D Dinner was Mee Goreng. Anyways, at night we had bbq. Each bbq set, 10 ppl. It was all the 9 girls and Julius. one-man show. lol. Anyways, our bbq fire kept on burning up. haha. So, we ate sausage and otak-otak.
After bbq-ing, the 'performance' started. So whatever we planned ddin't really go as planned. But the SCs kinda saved the day. haha. idk. And there was MR&MS Lotus thingy. The boy will be Ms Lotus and the girl will be Mr Lotus. How nice. haha. So Group 4 reps were Adrain and Dawn. aww.. ahax. Nice job peeps(:
Day 3. Needed the toilet badly in the morning again. We packed up and do some cleaning that morning. Had Kuay Teow for breakfast. Thanks to all the Insturctors at Lotus for a memorable camp!(: After that, we headed home (: We got a non-air conditioned bus. It wasn't that bad. Assembled below ISH at school to receive report book. No answers.
At night, went for eng class.

Saturday. Had religious class and afterwards, headed to Vivo to catch THIS IS IT.
Excellent.

If only he lived longer.

Sunday. Lunch at Sakura at Jurong West with relatives and family(: It was a nice lunch(: Was very bloated after junking all the food into this body of mine. Anyways, Faila, Kpk, Mirah and muah went to Plaza Singapura after that to purchase some stuffs. Busu sent us to the interchange and we took the train to Dhoby Ghaut. After reaching, went to Spotlight first to get Mirah's fabrics. 3 different types. One blue satin, another white with polyester 80s heart shaped designs and one hot pink fluffy-feeling. All half a meter. And, they were falling for the short but cute guy at the cashier! (Fadley...) Anyways, headed to Yamaha to get my stuffs next. Lots of different kind of pianos and guitars and drums there.
And something unusual happened. I was looking at one keyboard with Faila and i heard a mat saleh say, "Do you know how to play it?" I was like ignoring. Maybe he was saying it to someone else. Then i heard another guy laughed. Then Faila walked off and the guy asked again, looking at me, "Do you know how to play it?" So i said a little bit. Then he went "I know nothing. Maybe you can teach me some." haha wierd. I just smiled and walked away. lol. Gave Faila a huh look. haha. Then i heard a familiar tune! Boston! A guy was playing it on the piano. So Mirah&I sorta wanna look who's playing but when we got there he stopped playing..): ahx. But it was nice(: Then we headed to other shops. Ohya! There's this shop, Angie something( i forgot the name!) and someone terpikat eh. haha:D Abg Azry eh... hahaha Anyways, i saw this black cap in a shop( ican'trememberthenametoo) and i really like it! It was like love at first sight. hehe It costs like 35 bucks man..and i think it's the last one too): After that went ard to other shops and kpk got the GV movie card thing and we headed home..

Hm. 5 days in one. How nice(:

Kinda long-winded.

Night!

Nad(:

change

2009-10-27T20:56:00.008+08:00

Alright, i'll be gone for the next 3 days. Will be at Pulau Ubin for Sec 3 Camp.
Feeling quite excited and not-so excited about it.. haha
Is there even a "neutral" feeling?

Alright before moving on to today, updates on movies(:
Caught My Sister's Keeper and Julie&Julia on ican'trememberwhen.
Both movies were nice and sweet.

touching

interesting

Can't wait for This Is It!

Before moving on, wanna wish Happy Belated Birthday to Jannatul Hazirah! 21 Oct.. Sorry for the late wish. Good luck in everything u do and remember to make a wish before blowing the candles! Hehe:D
Also, to my beloved younger bro, Put, Happy Belated Birthday!! 09 Oct. Turned 12 eh,,..Goodluckksss to ur PSLE scores. Enter ur sch&stream of choice! Love yaa(:
And also, to my cuzzie, Asyraaf!, Happy Advanced Birthday wish. 29 Oct. Turning 12 too! Goodluck in PSLE scores also and have fun celebrating on Thursday!;)

Anyways, there was a H2O Competition today. Kinda lazy to upload the pics so some other time maybe..
We had to roam around the school and take pictures that are related to the topic that is:
1. Our Impression of H20
2. Each drop counts My grp did on the second topic.
We chose to submit 2 pics. The first one was a picture of a yellow flower with water droplets lying on it. The second one is a picture of red leaves with two water droplets hanging from two of the many leaves.

Alright so family and I went to 2 weddings on Sunday(25/09). And somehow, somewhere, during the day, I realized that one must cherish the times one spends with the people one loves.

Syurga di bawah tapak kaki Ibu...

Moving on, results.

Very dreadful.
Indeed.
Im very disappointed.
In myself.
Very sad.
I know I'm gonna let them down.
I don't wish to let them down.
Im worried.
For the future.
Their expectations can mount till above the skies.
Im afraid.
I can't fly that high.
But i'll try to persevere and get through this phase.
No matter what happens I must continue.

alright.

see u peeps at camp!

ADIOS!

Nad(:

patience

2009-10-20T12:36:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm really used to not schooling.
Hah.
Anyways, let's not talk abt sch.

Hmm, went to Mustaffa Centre last Thursday in the morning with Cp and Faila to have breakfast. Ate wadeh and tosai telur. Then dadaada...fetched Mirah at 4pm. She landed at 4.32 and later, me and Faila followed mirah and friends for food at Popeye. I hesitated at first cos it'd feel wierd if u just 'enter frame'.
But, it was actually quite nice(: Her friends were welcoming and friendly.
They talk a lot.. About their trip to KK and themselves..and ghosts and stuff. But it was a very nice experience to get to listen to people's experience. Nice way of enjoying the simple things that most take for granted. I really enjoyed listening(: Around 8, we went to the viewing mall to continue talking. And went our separate ways around 9. The stories they shared will make u want to glue urslvs on your seat. hahaC:

Okay, so that aside, nothing much happened on Fri. Just that i had class at night and yeah. Saturday came soon and thr's religious class. Aftr tt, went to one hse to raya and esplanade to watch the free shows at the concourse. It was nice(:

Sunday came and my mum had bought tickets to catch the Pesta Raya concert at esplanade. So we got ready and left the hse at 6. After reaching, a lot of picture-taking occured. Flashes here, flashes there. and snap again. Most of the pics are up at fb, but it's under my mum's acc. Anyway, we entered the hall ard 7.40pm and indeed, it started at 8.
I like the rock part where Fuad Rahman sang 'Isabella'. Baik babe! So dadada, the singers sang and the actors acted and the musicians played music(: Then went to Teh Tarik to have supper. AND! we saw Kak Yani! It's been a while. She was my pri sch tutor. haha long ago..

Anywoot, went breakfast at Pak Mus again on Monday with kak ela, abg yus, irsyad, cp, mum, put and busu & busu zeela. Then we walked to Sim Lim to change the Iomega thingy. The boys got their psp updated and busu bought ink for his comp. Later, met up with abg arin & kak ana and we made our way to MacKenzie Rex to have our lunch ~~ Chicken rice. Then we went separate ways and that's it for the day.

Alright, so today, Tuesday. Shitzz!! i got piano hmwk to do! dang. ohgosh howcouldiforgot!

bye

capiche

2009-10-18T13:33:00.004+08:00

Let's shout.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 0 0 AAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA : : AAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA : : AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA L AAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ^ AAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ahh~~

better.

esplanade, here i come!

Phir milenge chalte chalte

2009-10-14T19:33:00.011+08:00

:)Picture-esqe

Yessah!!!! Exams are done!
Chill time.. hehe.. BUt! O lvls man..
Nvm, let's think abt the present and put the future aside for a while alright(:
Okay so, after the dreadful, inexplicably mind-bombing, life sickening and brain crushing paperS.

Hany, Zahra, 'Ain, Nat and me went to IMM to purchase some simple stuffs like eraser refiller for an electronic eraser at Daiso, sushi(s), 3 for $1.35 grapefruits at Giant, 7-11 chocolate chip cookies, Roti Mum, a quick bite of the sushi(s) bought at the garden on lvl 3 and a visit to Guardian to have a look at a teeth-whitening thing.
Fun indeed(: And it was raining.

After that, we went our separate ways and i got home and did the usuals.
Then I watched a movie.
Hindi. ahaha(:

rab ne bana di jodi

Watched it before but it wasn't ori so wanted to watch the better quality one. But ended up not finishing the movie bacause..the cd went to 'wierdo' mood after the Intermission. ): banyak nye ori..

Anywoots, watched the making instead and the there's one part tt really got me.. The way he spoke, as in the words he used to describe the way he acts and his surroundings..and the way he speaks, though you know everyone and anyone can realise that he's being proud, and you know he deserves it, and the way he shows the pride in him, yet you don't feel hatred towards him. It's like you're in awe of the variety of words he uses and the unexpected-ness in his interview keeps you hooked to watch the interview..Really catches one's attention.

Ok, that might not have been sensical at all. haha.
But i meant what i said.
And i'm infatuated with the lyrics of the song "phir milenge chalte chalte"
It's sweet.

Alright so, my sis's returnin home tmrw. Gonna fetch her with the ever-so-lovely-and-sweet-and-No.1-Glambert-fan, Faila! hehe:D

Okay, i'll be back more later! off to watch Rafflesia...

signin off...~~~

(:Nad

2 more pprs....

2009-10-13T01:30:00.003+08:00

A maths ppr was a disaster.

After finishing the first 7 qns, i realized tt i ddnt us the bck pg aftr qn 5 so i had to copy it and luckily it wasn't tt much. Next, abt 1h 45mins into the ppr, i realized tt my calculator was in radiant mode the WHOLE time. ): it's sppsed to be in degree mode. how could i be so dumb? I got the whole of qn on trigo wrong. man.

Chemistry was quite managable though i ddnt knw how to do 2qns and time was not by my side..

Ok. I gtg nw!

bye(:

every day i pray for you

be back in a few

2009-09-30T18:47:00.007+08:00

*>_<*

(: =[] :)

Yes, yes
This blog have not been updated for quite some time.
And exams are here.
How time flies.
anyways, tmrw's english papers..
The crucial one.

Anywoots, some stuffs happened during the course i was away from blogger.
Most of the Raya pics are up on fb so check it out thr(:
Besides Hari Raya and collection duit, there's sch stuff and F1..
Haha.

How i wish i can watch FAME now.

Okok.
I need to revise!
eng, malay, e maths, a maths, chem, physcs, geog, ss.
Ahhh
how i wish it's over

Alright alright.
Here's some/no thing.

~
You were there for me
when i needed you.
You were there for me
when i needed a hand.

Though i have sinned a lot
you still forgave with all your heart.
I meant to say sorry but
words are not what i got.

Every night before i close my eyes,
I pray to God
to protect you
from all the bad things in life.
I hope you are safe
wherever you go.

I'm already missing you
when you go away.
For every step you go further away,
i shed these tears,
these silent tears.
~

Ok!
I need something to motivate me for tmrw's paper.
Please.

goodbye~

p.s. I need tunes and titles.

confusing yet admirable. hm

Selamat Hari Raya!! (:

2009-09-22T02:02:00.003+08:00

Gosh.

Have not upload in a LONG time.

It's Hari Raya already....
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toodles~

Thank You (:

2009-09-12T00:33:00.009+08:00

Pictures above mainly show what we've done during Malay pjct.. some crazy stuffs.
More pics up soon(:

Hello humans!!! (:

Been a while since i've updated.
While, it's the September "holidays" :/
Quite a lot to catch up on but haven't had the chance to do so.
It's the Saturday before school re-open the day after next):
And i'm only starting on my school work.
Really pathetic.
Okay, here's what happened in the week....

Saturday(05/09) :
- Facial
- Didn't go madrasah
Sunday(06/09) :
- Tuition
- Went to library for Malay pjct meeting
- After iftar, went to Geylang..fuuh packed. But met Kpk and fam.
Monday(07/09) :
- Meeting at Hanisah's hse to do script for Malay pjct
- Iftar at KFC
Tuesday (08/09) :
- Went to Hanisah's hse for shooting, Day 1.
- Got to take most of the scenes but not all.
- Iftar at her house.
- Awesome. Lol
Wednesday (09/09) :
- Due to my negligence, my specs got stepped on and it was damaged badly
- Teared
- Spent 7 hours at Aunty Cindy's hse for hair..haha(:
Thursday (10/09) :
- Iftar at Swensen's at Changi Airport Terminal 2
- Yummmmyyy!!!!! Walnut Rocky Road, Mooncake, Pasta, Ice Lemon Tea (:
Friday (11/09) :
- Shooting at Hanisah's hse, Day 2.
- Did voice-overs and prayer scenes..
- A stranger made my day by saying Thank You. haha, wierd, i know. But it's sweet. (:

So, most probably going Geylang tmrw to do 'Geylang scene' for Malay pjct.
Still lots of stuffs to complete.
):

Alright, alright..
I have to get to bed so goodnight peeps(:
I still haven't get to complete EL assignment):
Anyway,
goodnight, sweet dreams and selamat bersahur!

ok

bye~

Just Wait - AJ Rafael

please just say the words
i wanna hear, don't shed a tear
just sit and wait
tell me you'll wait, i want you here
i need you here

cuz i just need some time, some time alone
speak at the tone, cuz i, i won't be here
so wait my dear, please wait my dear

thanks for all you've done, for there is none
that i can do, to pay you back
these days are black, and nights are blue
while there's no you

(:

once upon a word

2009-09-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

Once, when i was young
Life was simple yet very sweet
You fall and get over it with tears
But still, you get up
Years drift by and things change
More afraid, you be
of the dark
of others
of losing the ones you love
Soon you start to realize
but you don't budge
Memories are cherished
Moments are captured
and pictures they become
From there, you build your life time line
with knowledge and understanding
With that you continue living
but your replies came in a word
You just listen and hardly talk
People would be glad to know you're sane
They think you're self-centered
and you dislike the thought of that
So you try to change
You try to stand but still, you stumble
interaction, conversation, determination
you try to achieve
yet still struggle
So now motivation and inspiration
you need, you say
But these things will they come to you
or will you go searching for it?
You don't know
Then you start to question
reality and fantasy
reality's telling you - no chance
fantasy, well it says ok, friend
And all you can do is laugh and stare
just stare
but when it becomes weird,
your eyes, you cast them down
Still,
life continues
But time stays still
It hasn't change nor will it change
But i hope situations change
From hellos to goodbyes
And now nothing
(:

Ticktocktick

2009-09-03T18:01:00.001+08:00

Hello(:

Well, today went normally.
I guess.
Physics test was postponed.
All the revising...
A Maths test was difficult.
P.E. was fun(:

After that sat with Zahra at staircase.
Then went for CCA.
Went home at 4.30pm.
Now I'm updating i guess.

Told ya,
nothing interesting's happening in my life now.

Oh.
There's E Maths and Chemistry test tmrw.
I need to study, buck up and revise.

Time.
You ran when i needed you the most.
You stared when i wish you'd go.
Now i realize you are always there
but I'm the one forgetting you.
I wish i can manage better.
But procrastination took over.
God, help me.
These tears were never meant for you.
Once, you're there.
Next, you're gone.
Hmm
Was this what i wanted
I wondered.
But all that's left are frames, files, numbers and shirts.
You never even said goodbye.
And I'm tired of living in a lie.
So get me out of this life.
What's left in the future?
Time.

bye!~

hmmm

2009-08-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

Good day peeps.
So had ACES day and Teacher's Day today.
Yeah, and guitar ensemble performed.
Nervous.

Anywoots, went back to pri sch after school.
Met Jannatul and headed to sch.
But. Cikgu S wasn't there.
Sms-ed her and she said she went home already..had some plans.
Whatever it is, saw Nabilah, Syazana and some other peeps.

Then i headed home and dadada3 and i slept while wtching tv.
I guess i was dozing off and half awake so i managed to take off my specs and switch the tv off.
haha

And.
I had a funny yet nice dream.
I think i was outside a classroom and inside, were students. duh.
At the front was a friend and this friend was sitting with another friend and a teacher.
And idk who the teacher was, started playing a song. i dunno where it even came frm.
After some time, that friend started singing the song that at that time in my dream, i knew.
Totally forgot what it was when i woke up.
Anywoots, in the dream, this friend had a nice voice(:

Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said...
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
she said i think i'll go to boston...
i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of california, i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think i'll go to boston,
i think that i'm just tired
i think i need a new tow, to leave this all behind...
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...
boston...where no one knows my name...

I like the acoustic version by AJ Rafael (:

ok bye~

you leave me breathless

guitar, piano, drum

2009-08-29T12:11:00.001+08:00

Hello.
So, the past wk was kinda hectic.
Had guitar almost everyday.
Tired.
Anyway,
the Malay composition competition went quite ok.
But my story was kinda wierd and the climax was near the end with the ending being quite short.
I took the title........

ISABELLA!!

yay-ness.
I was kinda happy when i saw that being one of the topics.
I should have listened to the song before the competiton.
Dang.
But it was okay.
Here's the lyrics.
(its a malay song btw)

Isabella - Amy Search

Isabella adalah
Kisah cinta dua dunia
Mengapa kita berjumpa
Namun akhirnya terpisah

Siang jadi hilang
Ditelan kegelapan malam
Alam yang terpisah
Melenyapkan sebuah kisah…

Terbayang lambaiannya
Salju terbakar kehangatan
Dunia di penuhi
Warna berseri bunga cinta
Kita yang terlena
Hingga musim berubah
Mentari menyepi
Bernyalalah api cinta

Dia Isabella
Lambang cinta yang lara
Terpisah kerana
Adat yang berbeda
Cintaku gugur bersama
Daun daun kekeringan…

Haluan hidupku
Terpisah dengan Isabella
Tapi aku terpaksa
Demi cintaku Isabella
Moga dibukakan
Pintu hatimu untukku
Akan terbentang jalan
Andainya kau setia
Oh! Isabella…

ohya there were diff titles too such as:
Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak
Jangan Pandang Belakang
dan lain-lain lagi...
tak ingat uh

orait.
Anyway, yesterday during EL lesson, smth real funny happened.
Okay, so all of us were like kinda doin our own stuff, readin the essays tt we got back and suddenly,
Mdm A said,
"Guys, look up. Someone's staring at you."
And when we looked up, we saw Chang Sheng's picture staring at us.
It was a passport-photo sized pic of him in his Progress Report file!
HAHAHhahhahaha:D
ok it might nt seem very funny here but if you were there, you'd crack up too.
Funneh.

Anywoots, Teacher's Day Performance's on Monday
and im nervous.
I dun wanna get a nerve-breakdown on tt day man..

toodles(:
~

I don't want to live in a lie.

the time when things just aren't going your way

2009-08-22T12:59:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps. I've not updated in a while, i see.
Its already Ramadhan.
Well, its the first day.
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been lazy to use the comp lately.
Or more like busy.
Ahx.
Anyways, quite a number of things happened during the time i was away from Blogger.
Well, one thing's for sure - Blogger's still the same.
Hah.
Anyways, here's some stuffs that happened:
- The Sexsix was created. haha
- Bought new school shoes and Hari Raya shoes over the wkends last wk
- Ate at Sakura on Sat and Surabaya on Sun.
- Had EL group work which was funny. "Which word suggests that the build was not down? The word is 'up'."
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOTHER! 17 August. ~i love you so much mummy(:
- Had piano exams on Tuesday (18/08) which sucked badly. I flopped big time. Could have done wayy better. Hope i pass.
- Did some Physics experiment on Free Fall and some Velocity thingy. It was kinda interesting.
- Failed my Physics Kinematics test. (sometimes i wished Einstein was my friend so he could teach me all these stuffs or he just didn't exist.)
- Decided to not get on stage. Sometimes, one just has to make choices that one doesn't even understand.
- Been putting a lot of junk in my stomach those past few days. Not because the fasting month is coming but more because . Oh nvm.
- Gonna have to enter a competition which i don't feel like competing in.
- Realized i have A LOT of catching up to do. In terms of studies. I need to buck up.
- Watched THE PROPOSAL which was awesome!:D hilarious yet touching.
- Realized that exams are a few weeks away.
- Some teacher stormed out of class.
- Ate my last piece of 'Impact' by Yu Ting before Ramadhan
- Am the Principal again
- Had a test in MA class and ate a weird "Double Choc Oreo"
- Woke up in the morning for first day of sahur(:
- Needs time, inspiration and motivation.

OKAY. This post is quite wordy.
Well all my posts are gonna be wordy unless blogger gets healthier.
Anyways, that was what are some of the things that happened.

bye

my 09 August 09

2009-08-12T14:38:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey!
Im back.
Well actually i was back on Monday morning.

Anywoots,
here's an update of the weekends and weekdays(:

Friday/Saturday:
After class that night, I received a msg frm kpk sayin tt she'll be sleepin at me house!
Yippee(:
So i called her up and we met at MacD where Kak ela and fam were gonna eat.
So i ate McChicken and Shaker Fries(:
A few mins ltr, kpk came.
Kak Ela and fam and Put headed off to kampung while me and kpk headed to my home.
In the bus, we talked abt things.
At home my Dad was on the phone.
Later Faila came over and we went to fetch Mira at her sch.
Then we catched a movie at West Mall - G.I.Joe
It was kinda neutral and green-screen kinda thing.
Afterward, we headed home.
That morning around 2am, we ordered MacDelivery.
We asked for upsized ice tea but instead, we got a small coke.
Feeling dissatisfied, Faila phoned MacD again and said,
literally-
"Hi. I would like to lodge a complain because..."
I was like: Whoa Faila, complain sey!
ahx.
Anyways, we went to bed around 5am.

Saturday:
That day, i woke up at 12.30pm to find the rest still sleepin.
Cos i was gg to KL tt evening, i started to get ready and pack.
Soon later, Faila woke up.
Then kpk and last, Mirah.
At 4pm, my Dad reached home and we headed for Malaysia.
We reached kampung at 8pm and had dinner there.
Afterward, my fam and cp and i headed for KL.
Reached KL around 11pm and it took quite some time for my Dad to find the hotel cos it was at the outskirts of KL.
Anywoots, i went to sleep that night in one piece..?

Sunday: (Happy Birthday Singapore!)
In the morning, my mum, Put and Cp went for breakfast at this shop.
Ate roti prata and afterward, we shopped.
Went to shopping malls - The Curve and One Utama.
Mum and me walked together while Put and Cp went together.
I got new heels and my mum got more accessories at Massimo Dutti?, yeah.
Soon Busu called and said that they were in KL already.
So we met at The Curve and ate at Marche.
Nice an new food.
Well, new for me that is.
Afterward, we headed back to the apartment cos we had to get ready for the main purpose of gg to KL-
Jamal Abdillah's concert!
aha(:
So we exited the apartment at 6pm.
The show starts at 8.30 but Dad wanted to be there early.
Got the pre-ordered tickets at the counter and ate dinner.
Took pictures. Snap3
Sadly, i can't upload em here so they'll be at fb soon.
The show was awesome esp. the end where he did the encore and sang impromptu songs.
Nice man!
His voice live is the best(:
Afterward, i thought of snapping pictures of him when he came out frm the stage but i waited for abt 30min and he still wasn't there so i just went off. Mak Nor had to get back home too.
Then, we had supper.
Got back to the apartment and was off to bed.
My leg was aching BADLY.

Monday/Tuesday:
That morning, we had breakfast at anthr shop.
Ate roti canai aka roti prata.
Later, Busu, Busu Zeela, Mum and Cp went to Bukit Indah to shop while me, Put and Dad stayed at the apartment.
Put wanted to go swimming so i dragged myself to follow him.
At the pool, the janitor was cleaning the pool so we waited.
After that we entered the pool.
Very cold.
Didn't swim long.
Went back to the apartment half an hour later.
Afterward, got ready to go home.
In the car, i tried doing hmwk but it was dark.
So i decided not to.
Was stuck in a jam for abt 2hrs and finally reached home at 12.30am to find Kpk and Mirah still up doin their work.
Knowing that i have not finished my hmwk, i rushed it all.
ahx.
typed anth i could think of and wrote whtever tt came into mind.
Slept at 3am in the morning.

Tuesday:
woke up at 5.30am and got ready to go to sch.
At sch durin EL lesson, Zahra laughed her butt off at my compo.
Since i was rushin it that morning, i didnt bother to check so yeah, that shows the funny work.
Yea, i had my bit of laughter when i edited it that night.
After sch, had guitar.
Then went home and finished Malay.
Watched NDP and SI.
ohya, Sarah Aqilah won Anugerah.
yea. . .

Today aka Wednesday:
Was feelin very tired today.
Reached sch and napped for a while.
Mdm L and Mr K won't be comin for the whole wk.
Is it good or bad? idk.
Anyways, had recess.
And the ELDDS thing tt afternn was only for Debaters. So, yea.
SS - North and South Korea conflict thing
Malay - Cerpen 'Naluri'; Norhanum, Wan Anum aka Dang Anum, Sultan Shah____ and more.
EL - compre and m in a grp with Jeremy, Shawn and Chong Han. *crik-creek-crik*
Goeg - shouting

So now im home and the updates of the wkend are up.
OHYA>
I just remembered.
The mysterious doorbell thing.
Kinda scary and mysterious.
I dun think im gonna reveal it here.
So, let's just let it be.

Anywoots, im kinda hungry.
arhx.
And i wanna post pics here but can't.
nvm.

bye~

happy birthday sg(:

2009-08-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!(:
Sorry for the emotional posts in the previous posts.

Anyways,
let's just reminisce the funny, random and weird parts that happened today.

I woke up to 'Low' again today!!
haha.
Wish i could wake up to somethin better, 'High' instead?
or maybe, Beat It(:
And saw my sis doin her art stuffs in the livin room.
>>She didn't sleep the whole night. . .
In the bus, which i waited for abt 8mins for,
I saw my reflection.
At school, i took my temperature and we got our aths test.
The first lesson was MT.
Talked abt family stuffs .-.
and musik: r&b, heavy metal and grunge!??
Reng!!
And someone didn't bring The Mockingbird book so had to bring it back.
The next lesson was Chemistry.
Got back our test paper and we did corrections for it.
Ring!!
Recess.
Two peeps read Bonesetter's Daughter and ate and drank.
One peep drank Milo.
This soul ate burger and drank peach tea.

Then!
WALA came in!
more like started.
yes, wala started.

Ainwala!
Zahrawala!
Natashawala!
Hanywala! (who was at home)
And i was Nadiahwala.
what-the-wala??!!

So, everything was wala at that time.
Don't ask me why.
It was just cause.
wala
wala
wala
wala
wala
wala
awla
awla
wala
hahahahaha.
Any Yu Tingwala was going off to march.
And she was gonna wave after marchin but i didn't wave back. ahx
Ring!!
Maths.
(inserts-name)wala
blurp.
received Progress Report.
jengjeng.
nothing.
Rong!!
National Day Clbrtn?
not.
More like talking.
But i enjoyed the Poetry Slam tho.
Can't take it,. . .. Rest In Peace.
The talking part took like 45mins?. .. . . .
The singing part made schoolmate around me have hair standing on their hand.
And it made me scrunge.
erm - no comment -

And finally, sch ends.
phew.
head home.
In the bus,
i didn't see my reflection but i saw humans.

Am home now.
Shoots.
I gotta get going.
Class starts in 1hr 30mins.
Im not even dressed!
Dang.

BYE!(:
see you peeps tmrw or tues, when i get back(:

AND!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
I LOVE YOU!(:
thank you for everything you have done for me
and may you succeed and soar further.
Wish you all the best in your future endeavors(:

say what u need to say

2009-08-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the burst of feelings at the previous post.
It was just urgh.

Anyways,
its still the same.
dang.

Wdevr uh.

Anyways,
sch today was extremely full of nothingness.
Except for Poetry Slam peoples.
tt was interesting(:

Anydays,
my sis ain't gg to KL over the wkends cos she has lotsa hmwk.
Man, like i don't??
Seriously.

Argh,
they just don't trust a young naive teen who just does all the wrong things at the wrong time. Anything she does is not right. Can't she use her mind better? Does well in studies but in other areas, she suck as hell. How can anyone trust her again? Doing such a stupid thing. Couldn't she have thought better and make a wiser decision? Ohmygod, she really did that? Really?! Then that, now this. You need to look out for her more often. Don't let her do things by herself. Maybe she needs more teachings. You should be more careful with her. Careless decisions and things, she does. What was she thinking?

I really can't stand all the crap.
Trust
Is that just so difficult?
Yes, it always has to be me.
I bet you'll never grant it when i ask.
'Never in years until you can show me that you have learned those mistakes you did'
Hah,
feelings heh?
I guess.
I just wished you could understand better.

As these tears well up in these eyes,
one wonders of the changes that might take place, have taken place and will take place.
How one wishes freedom was given.

F U

2009-08-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

Dammit i just typed one whole bunch of stuffs on this freaking thing and because i pressed some idiotic button, its gone. Fuck.
I don't feel like blogging at this minute. What with Blogger's condition like this. URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
You just have to make me feel madder. DAMMIT
damn you
damn it
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Seperti embun di hujung rumput

2009-07-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

OH NO.
Blogger put me down again.
What's wrong man???
You just hafta disappoint a person on a friday when things were just going to be alright.
But never will be.

Anyways,
today i woke up to "Low" again.
I've been waking up to the song since. . .
i can't rmmbr when.
Its loudness wakes me up.
haha.

As i looked at the mirror,
i saw eye bags.
Lack of sleep.

At school,
had Malay and Chemistry test.
They were managable tho i think i could do better.
One way or the other.

After school, there was drama.
And the dirty floor.

Afterward,
went home and watched The Ramen Girl
till 6.30pm.
And i rushed everything.
Quickly headed to JP.
Otw tho, i just wished i had sat a little to the back in the bus.
Dang.
There are things you can change and there are things you just can't.

Anywoots,
Im back at home.
Im craving for some cold water.
H20, i need you.

Im writing lotsa crap today.
whatever.
Anyways,
i think i need to cherish time more.
Cherish the moments.

Anyways,
what's up man blogger?
urgh.
just thought i could upload a pic on blogger.
wadevr.

i want to end on a good note.

goodbye~

though it hurts, its still there.

"hi nadiah"

2009-07-30T16:21:00.008+08:00

I miss playing chapteh in cold weather with people i've known for only a few days.

Hello earthlings.

Blogger's back to its normal self.

Well,
have not been using the comp since tues.
There's quite a handful of tests and school work to finish.
There's Chem and Malay test tmrw.
hurm.

Anyways,
i ddin't go for hiphop today.
My stomach's ain't got mercy on me.
hah.

Anywoots,
school was fine today, yesterday and the day before that.
seriously,
i can't think of a school day that didnt go fine.
Well, maybe there is.
Like the time when..

Whatever it is,
im getting nervous each day as it gets nearer to my practical exam.
i wanna ace this one man.
hafta.

Currently listening to AJ Rafael(:
His songs are like all written and sung from the bottom of his heart.
hmm.
Im loving his songs.
If only he'd perform in sg.
Ohya!
He was live on blogtv last friday!
I was dayyum excited.
Went on twitter and saw his tweet sayin tt he's live.
What not,
i clicked and
boom!
there he is!
haha
beautifully nice(:

?

I wish i could sing.
lawls.
its just a wish; can't be fulfilled.
but its a dream; able to be lived.

Anywoots.
I wanna scuba dive again man!
hurm
relive the moments underwater. . .
bloop
bloop
bloop

bloop

bloop

bloop

My sis is going to Pulau Aur with her dive mates tmrw.
Well, her CCA's diving now right.
Haha/

Anyways, im bored.

Back on track,
i want to do something to my blogskin.
I just don't know what.
Most likely change it.
huu.

AJ Rafael
(:

he's so cute
haha;)

but still . . . . . . . . .

2009-07-27T18:54:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps.

Why is blogger like this?
Can't change font.
Can't upload pics.
The whole bar above this box is gone.
urgh whatever, nvm.

Anyways, Fri was ok.
Accompanied zahra to pierce her tragus.

Saturday,
had madrasah.
Afterward, reached home and watched tv with kak ela and fam.
THEN.
there was someone at the door.
'Assalamualaikum'
I thought no one heard it cos everyone was like focusing on the tv.
But later,
there was another call.
'Assalamualaikum'
Everyone looked at everyone.
Nobody dared to move.
Then Kak Ela asked Abg Yus to go to the door.
Abg Yus and Put headed to the door.
THEN.
The girl said,
"Boleh minta derma?" aka "Do u want to donate?"
Phew.
haha.
suspense only.

Later at night ate at Aiman's.
my old friend, Sakinah, wrote on my fb wall sayin tt she saw me.
But i ddnt see her!
Dang.

Anyways, Sunday had tuition in the morning.
Then had kenduri ard 2pm.
Reached Yishun and ate.
Roti kirai and daging.
People came, people go.
Headed home.
Then went out again to buy sis's art stuff at Art Friend at Taka.
Besides buying art stuffs, bought shoes.
Mum bought her stuffs also(:
Got home ard 10.30pm and slept ard 12am.
Tired huh.
Hate sunday nights.
):

Anyways, today was fine.
Chem test postponed to Friday.
Spent too long on figuring out a table in geog test.
Ate at kfc with zahra.
Got home.
dadada
Do hmwk.
Gotta study SS
NOW.

toodles~

I want to quit.

i forgot the title

2009-07-27T18:53:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps.

Why is blogger like this?
Can;t change font.
urgh whatever, nvm.

Anyways, Fri was ok.
Accompanied zahra to pierce her tragus.

Saturday,
had madrasah.
Afterward, reached home and watched tv with kak ela and fam.
THEN.
there was someone at the door.
'Assalamualaikum'
I thought no one heard it cos everyone was like focusing on the tv.
But later,
there was another call.
'Assalamualaikum'
Everyone looked at everyone.
Nobody dared to move.
Then Kak Ela asked Abg Yus to go to the door.
Abg Yus and Put headed to the door.
THEN.
The girl said,
"Boleh minta derma?" aka "Do u want to donate?"
Phew.
haha.
suspense only.

Later at night ate at Aiman's.
my old friend, Sakinah, wrote on my fb wall sayin tt she saw me.
But i ddnt see her!
Dang.

Anyways, Sunday had tuition in the morning.
Then had kenduri ard 2pm.
Reached Yishun and ate.
Roti kirai and daging.
People came, people go.
Headed home.
Then went out again to buy sis's art stuff at Art Friend at Taka.
Besides buying art stuffs, bought shoes.
Mum bought her stuffs also(:
Got home ard 10.30pm and slept ard 12am.
Tired huh.
Hate sunday nights.
):

Anyways, today was fine.
Chem test postponed to Friday.
Spent too long on figuring out a table in geog test.
Ate at kfc with zahra.
Got home.
dadada
Do hmwk.
Gotta study SS
NOW.

toodles~

I want to quit.

what's your flava?

2009-07-24T00:11:00.003+08:00

that's me

yay, its back.
blogger, i mean.
just a brief info abt the day:

physics lab is ok.
emaths retest.
PE was funny.
ate lunch with zahra at kfc.
had hiphop.
rushed home.
did chem wb halfway and went to popular to change my calculator.
home, continued with chem.
checkd on eng.
gonna see maths.

michael scofiled died in prison break cos he sacrificed his life for the ones he loved.
he ddnt die due to his illness.
but he was gonna die anyways,
even if he try to... live?
ok nvm.

tmrw thr's:
malay listening compre
maths common test
eng test(continuation)

hm
damn im tired.
i need to sleep.
but i ned to read-up on maths.
and i need a thesaurus.
dang.
not lookin forward to tmrw tho.
rush here, rush there.
r
u
s
h
let's make a rush hour 4 movie.
it'll be a 1-hr movie where it tapes how people rush everywhere.
how people in the world live for 1-hr in a day.
somewhere someone's sleeping.
somewhere else, someone's awake.
someone's eating.
someone's singing.
someone's drawing.
someone's just enjoying life.
someone's living with no hope.
someone's living a rich life.
and someone's rushing.
ok wadevr.

toodles~

Does this defeats the purpose of 'you are not alone'?

Why do dreams wither away just like that but nightmares cling on forever?

3 second human time reaction

2009-07-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps.
Can't post a long post today.
Been busy and tired these days.
So it's kinda diff to update.
dayyum.
anyways,
school was brief.
monday and tuesday.
Rushed quickly after guitar today.
urhks.
do i have to go through this every tuesday?

AND!
Why is blogger like this?
The posting is kinda wierd.
wth.
nvm, i hope its okay soon.
dang.

And!
AJ Rafael accepted my frined request on his facebook(:
yay!(:
thank you!

and.
there's LOTS of tests these days...
Tmrw: eng
Thurs: Emaths
Fri: Emaths
Mon: Geog
Tue: SS
Coming soon: Chem
danggg

i need
more sleep,
more time?,
less procrastination,
motivation,
dedication,
inspiration.

Anyways,
i need new specs.
hmm

see you later, alligator.
"after a while crocodile"

tiffany-twisted

2009-07-18T11:58:00.007+08:00

(:

Here's a display of my childishness and crazyness:

Good morning peeps.

Ate yummy ice-cream yester-night(:

Currently, loving:
The Eagles
Rascal Flatts
AJ Rafael

They're the best man.
Live and recording.

Anyways,
there's APM today.

-.-
*creek-crik-creek*

toodles~

the half-blood princess

2009-07-17T14:02:00.015+08:00

blow, wind, blow

Good day peeps(:

Harry Potter was a blast!!
woohoo!
awesome and brillianto!
haha
nice movie man(:
comedy + drama + romance + suspense
can't wait for the last one.
hehe.

Well, i've read the book like ermm two, three years back.
so i can't really rmmbr the whole story.
i know that Dumbledore dies.
But i forgot that the Half-Blood Prince was actually Snape!
hmm.
Watch the movie to know more!

Anyways, here's two lines frm the movie i can rmmbr: (haha)

Professor Mcgonagall: (in her old voice) Why is it that when there's a problem, it's always you three?
Ron: (in his 'curiostic' voice) I've been wondering too, for the past six years.

then

now
(look at how much they've grown. haha)

hot stuff

They kinda look alike here. A lil bit.

Anyways, school was okay today.
A Maths test was quite fine.
It was only after the test that i realize that i got the y-intercept wrong.
urgh.
how could i not notice it...
dayyum.
After sch, zahra and hany went to ain's place and nat had bio.
So i headed home.
to update.
and just be at home.
lol

Anyways, im bored.
entertain me.
the tv's no better.

there are two types of mistakes:
mistakes that can be perfected and mistakes that can't be undone.

yeah

2009-07-15T18:41:00.005+08:00

Did i mention?
My mum bought my sis a D5000 on the 27th June.

Firstly,

Happy 10th Birthday SPONGEBOB!!!

stay cute and funny and entertaining always(:

(knew tt frm the newppr. hehe)

Anyways,
hello peeps.
It rained in the morning.
After school, went home.
And accompanied sis to Taka to buy her art stuff.
Am awed by the people in town. haha
Afterward, rushed home and went for ngaji.

Now am at home, blogging.
sitting.
chewing.
ahx nvm.

I went to tweet.sg but they said i can't sign up no more.
so idk.
):

Anyways . . . *drum-rolls*
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gonna watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

tomorrow!!!!
16 July 09!
(:
excited.
hahahaha
23 hours and 45 mins left.
ghaghagahgahgah...
Have been watching the previous ones these past years.
Am excited.
lol.
okays.

till i see you again,
i'm gonna miss you.
<3
nadiah(:

ps. i was wondering what it'd look like on a human if an emoticon was like this- (::
hah

july, fly with me

2009-07-14T16:29:00.006+08:00

hmm what a day.
i have to find a better way of starting a post..
maybe a pic?
--> a picture a day won't keep thoughts at bay!
(:
ahax.
anyways, her's the pic.

my cute cuz(:

Anyways, today is still moving.
Time has not froze.
School was . . .
idk.

And i don't like the fact that CCAs are starting next wk):
boo.
tiring and i don't like staying back or rushing home.
hmms.

im lovin AJ Rafael's songs(:

oh shoot.
i gotta go.
play piano.

i wish i could tweet a few hours back.

(if you don't know, you are actually not encouraging him.
he needs motivation.
i pity him.
please don't make him feel that way.
i love you and i am sorry.
dammit.
you always vent your anger to others.
i hate you for doing so.)

simle tho' your heart is aching

2009-07-12T22:48:00.004+08:00

Thank You for comin(:
(sorry mirah's pic nt inside)

one of my fave pics of the night(: cute kid.

Hello earthlings.

Life is normal today.
Can it be more than normal?
At times.
Well...slept at 3 am today morning and woke up at 9.
Rushed tuition homework (shh!!)
And had tuition.
Afterward, switched on the comp to upload pics at fb.
And halfway listened to songs frm mum's laptop.
Mainly:
AJ Rafael
Eagles
MJ

They're good(:

Then i went cycling with put!
But we got to know that the tyre was flat.
So there's only ONE bike that can be used.
End up, i use the scooter
which is at the edge of breaking up.
haha
However, i sweated.
Still, yeah.

Got back home, bathed, dadada
and went for dinner at Banquet, IMM.
Had spaghetti.
I love spaghetti.
If only i could eat spaghetti or pasta with most of the dishes
that'd be nice.
Like with mee rebus, mee soto, sardine, curry and many more.
hahaha
But it'll get blunt as time passes.

Anyways,
i bought a blouse.
brown in colour.
its a random blouse.
had no intention to buy anything.
ohya a calculator. but that's a different material.
ok wadevr.

So now guess what im thinkin?
Im thinkin bout famous ppl.
really,
haha.
famous as in famous.
they go ard singing and doing what they do great.
what abt those young ones,
don't they go to school?
cos im thinkin like i don't enjoy sunday nights where i know i have to wake up early in the morning tmrw and get ready for sch.
hah.
well that's life as a student.
schedule.
but life as a working person ain't that fun either huh.
you have to get to work on time or your boss will scold u and the next thing,
you are sacked.
dayyum.
that's life.

okok
enough of __(idk what)__ talk.

im off for the day.
night~

Its just a word for you right.
always has to be 'just' something.
just.
hmm

fame is a step away from . . .

2009-07-11T13:54:00.003+08:00

Afternoon peeps.

Well, yesterday went smoothly.
We had fun dancing(:
Hairspray, glitter, pants, shoelaces, hair bands, shirts and energy.
Green.
Shine.
dancers, rappers, singers, bands, people.

Thanks Faila, Kpk and sis for coming(:
Pictures will be up soon hopefully.

And..

Happy belated birthday Natasha!!!

Stay clever and slenger and happy always(:

Sorry i couldn't be there to celebrate with you.

Anyways,
woke up today and finished Physics moodle.
left with maths.
I wanna finish it by today man. really
There's madrasah exam today.
Aqidah.
Gotta go and study.

toodles~

Your smile made me smile.
thank you for smiling(:

the death of a dream

2009-07-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

At last i can post a picture!
yes, its the moon(:

It all happened too soon for me to ponder of the reasons behind all this.
I began to question all the thoughts i had.
I didn't know why this had to happen but it will happen one day.
I guess that one day came.
Is this why reconciliation isn't the best solution?
I am sorry.
I could see and feel the hurt.
I don't know what will come of tomorrow.

prison break

2009-07-07T21:44:00.004+08:00

good day peeps.

Well its been a long afternoon.
Headed to Taman Jurong Community Centre for rehearsals.
touched up on our costumes and
my shoelaces. ahax
then we had the practice.
how did it go will you ask.
overall i felt it was okay just that we need to be more hyped.
i think i need to sweat more.
there's a pratice on thursday.
i am so sorry i couldn't get enough tickets.
so sorry guys.

i have to start moodling.
Or else.

afterwards, i rushed to piano and ended up being late):
i have not touched it for quite some time.
the exam is on the 18th of august.
damn.
4 lessons left only):
i think Ms C was mad at me just nw.
and i think she knows i have not been practicing.
and i MUST MUST MUST
practice
practice
practice
practice
OR
i'll fail.

Anyways, many simple ups and downs happened today.
- pricked my finger by a durian
- havin pms
- coughed
- short of tickets
- late for piano
- played horribly
- couldn't balance in bus
- ...
- my ulcer is preventing me from eating
- i still can't upload pictures here through blogger "add image" )-:

decisions and choices.
this or that.

just you

2009-07-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

AJ Rafael - I Just Want You

There's something I gotta say to you
But I'm so afraid of what you'll do
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I'll just admit this to you now
That I'm stuck on you like glue somehow
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Don't want to feel so cold inside
I want to feel the warmth that I feel with you, all the time
Surrounding me just like the wind
Cause your the one who makes me sing...

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I just want youuu (X2)

I want to go out with you tonight,
A picnic with candlelight
I might just hold you tight

Tell me you wanna be my queen
If not, it's ok, a princess seems just my type
I promise I'll be there tonight

I wanna keep you warm in winter's white
And in the summer, walks on a beach sound nice

I need you now
To talk with on the phone for hours at a time
Baby, I just want you to be mine, all mine

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I just want you...

I want to be your Valentine,
Your Christmas wish, your pick up line

I want to be the one who knows about your friends and foes,
And the TV shows you love

Look above the stars,
Spell out your name with an exclamation point
'Cause at the end of the day,
You're the one who makes me say...

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I Just Want You (x4)

aj rafael

2009-07-06T17:32:00.004+08:00

hello.
been on the comp most of the day.
all cause of e-learning.
dayyum.
wanna go out.
but where?
singapore...
haha.
hungry..havn't eat lunch.

anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KPK !!

may u have a wonderful day and may Allah bless you

i am bored.
entertain me.
moodle is no better.

currently life is on the edge of
tearing apart.
nothing is right.
everything is wrong.

i need
motivation.
inspiration.
a voice.

why the heck can't i still upload pics??!??!!!?

dead meat

2009-07-05T14:49:00.004+08:00

Nothing, is merely a word.
A word for those who can't find the answers
and most probably don't want to.
I don't know, are three words
that everyone use
most of the time.
Including me.
In fact, i think i use it all the time.
I know that i am at fault for doing all the things i do.
The wrong decision, the wrong choice.
The wrong questions, the wrong answers.
The wrong time, the wrong place.
The wrong people?
I don't know.
Isn't there just one atom where i didn't make a mistake?
Maybe that might be a little too small for such an account.
Everything just has to be perfect.
This time, i know i am at wrong.
I was reminded by the previous problem that occurred so i took it to notice.
Did i not know that you were against it.
To be clear, i knew that too.
I guess i was just very naive to do so.
I am sorry.
Now i am awaiting for the time you will explode and inform the whole world of my carelessness.

You make the possible impossible.
That's the truth.

All i want to say is that they don't really care about us.

it passed with little occurence

2009-07-02T21:25:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps.

Well, happy belated bday to me. haha(:

THANK YOUUUUUUUU to all the people who wished me a happy bday aite! much appreciated(:

Went to swensens with fam and cp at night. There are a LOT of new food on sale! yummy!! Durian ice cream, meat ball spaghetti, baked mussels, meat and smth baked rice and manyy moree.. Ate pizza, mussels, fries and ice cream!!! >>>WALNUT ROCKY ROAD<<<

yummmmmyyy :P

Loooovvveee it!

*Im so going to swensens*

Pics will be updated soon. hopefully i can upload em on blogger.

Well, today had hiphop practice. quite chaotic huh. costumes and stuff. ):
sadly, max tickets each prsn can hve is 5 and i need 7..): so one of u peeps cant go):
sadded):
khidir, me want one more tix pls..
to zephrs, let's just get energetic and hyped-up aite.
and
SMILE :D
ahx

Besides that, school have been quite a bore. rushing syllabus and stuff.
physics - - - - -
Anyways, swimming is cancelled due to H1N1. hydrogen nitrogen.
& 1 hr of PE every thursday is left with playing games and running and stretching...
Just now.
we played volleyball
SITTING
CROSS-
LEGGED
hahahahaha. v funneh.
the ball flyin everywhr. and freaky thngy.

anyways, .....

zahra, can u change me blogskin for me? pls(: ty!

...............................................................................

No One.

I can be what i want to be, when i want to be it.
And you can't stop me.
But at times i stop.
Because you snatched what i was gonna be.
You be you.
And let me be me.
Well, i guess you don't know me.
So let bitches be bitches and angels be angels.
You make the choice for you
Not me nincompoop.
Like i told you, i can be what i want to be, when i want to be it.
so,
boom.

.....................................................................................

Updated: All of u peeps gg to YG! ty(:

words are meant to be words.
letters that make a word.
so scram.

bye~

no title

2009-06-30T20:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday is the past.
Today is the present.
Tomorrow is the future.

Which one matters the most?

imy.

I can't freaking add images on blogger!... why??

tomArrow

2009-06-29T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings.

Well, school's started. -.-
Ain't looking forward to nothing.
New timetable. New stuffs. Same stuffs. Old stuffs.
Swimming's on Thursday. The same day i have CCA. tiring

Well did nothing much on Sunday just that relatives came over.

Off for the day.

realization

2009-06-27T13:15:00.002+08:00

His voice is as pure as gold.
The sound coming out from his mouth when he sings is like magic.
His dance moves set standards and are flawless.
Michael Jackson will be missed.
Let's keep his music alive.

flabbergast

2009-06-27T01:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning was woken up by cp's voice saying: Oi Nadiah, bangun. Michael Jackson dah mati. aka Nadiah wake up, Michael Jackson's dead.

I was shocked. I straight away texted faila and asked if she knew and yeah, she does.
Well i felt kinda saddend cos its like he is THE legend of pop and a music icon.
The King of Pop dies at 50.
News all over the tv saying he's dead. ): He was gonna have a tour upcoming in July and all those plans are cancelled. But i think they'll play his songs durin the dates he's supposed to be down for tour.
Well... rest in peace i guess.

Remembering MJ -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jogefNtu5Es

Okay besides MJ dying, I watched Transformers with my kuzzies. They're so cute. haha. Pics will be up soon. The movie was quite funny. There are a few lines still playing in my head..random ones

1. Oh no dead pigs. Swine flu.
2. That's cos u're a pussy.
3. I hate that guy. He is an ass hole.

So after the movie, we ate at banquet. Then i accompanied mum to change tv thingy. Afterwards all of us walked outside vivo and the kids ran and drink and ran. Ate ice cream. Went to daiso. Went to PageOne. Went to Seah Im. Home.

So I've finished eng assgnmnt. Left with geog essay, maths and chem. and tuition hmwk. and piano. -.-

bye~

trapped in time.
one is enthralled by the amount of innocence and curiousity filled in you.

euthanasia kills ... -.-

2009-06-25T16:38:00.003+08:00

starry, starry night

Has it ever occurred to you, the smell of a body wash or hand soap brings back memories? haha. wierd, i know. But it happened to me like, twice.

First time was when i was in the toilet and i was gonna wash my hand usin the body wash. My aunt just replaced it. When i first squeezed the soap out from the bottle, i was like yay, a new one. haha. out of curiosity, i smelled it. The smell brought me back to my younger days when i think i used to use the same body wash. haha. i remembered the younger me - hyper, talk-a-lot, full of energy, talk-a-lot and clumsy(still is. haha)
THEN
i washed my hands.

The second time it happened was today. I was gonna wash my hands, again, this time in my parent's toilet. The hand wash bottle is filled with a new filling..a light purple,soft liquid. The smell is nice(: Reminds me of my mom and.... At first i couldn't remember where i smelt it before but then again i thought hmm,.... Aha! (haha) i smelt it at the swimming pool. I know, loads of swimming pools but i cant remmbr where. ahx. But then again, it smells nice(: i loike. haha.

okok, enough of hand wash/body soap.

the smell still lingers~~~~

hhahaha.

So, gonna go watch Transformers with my cute lil kuzzies tmrw(: All the 9 of us: Put, Asyraaf, Irsyad, Nayli, Ali, Nadira, Nabilah, Sis and moi. sadly, faila can't make it):

toodles~

no biggie

2009-06-24T21:34:00.004+08:00

Heyyo peeps(:

Have not been updating for a while heh. Well, quite a few have happened.

Sunday
Sent Mum and Sis off to Sri Lanka for four days. Afterwhich, had no idea where to go so at last i decided to go to Snow City. Haha. Went there with Put. Had a blast man. Its fun going out with ur bro for a while(: Went down the slope for like 15++ times. Started to get freezy. Ahx. Then put went up the slope twice by himself cos i couldnt stand the cold..ahah. -5.8 degrees man. Afterwards, we headed to CCK to meet Cp at mak teh's hse. Then headed to Ginza Mall aka West Coast Plaza with kak erna and fam. There's a Nike Factory Outlet there and i saw a veryyyy nice pants and sneakers(: but its expnsve too): Nothing much thr, then we went to West Coast to eat. Mutton chop(:

Monday
Went for hiphop and dadada. Went to JP for lunch with Nat. Went home, slept idk, quite early.

Tuesday
Went for supp in the morning. Got to know today's lesson is cancelled. Then it ended early so went home. Had lunch. Went for YGig rehearsal. Went home. Had dinner with Dad at JE. While wtchin prison break, slept halfway. Got a msg frm ain saying tt hany said tt guitar practice is cancelled. idk.

Wednesday/Today
Since nth's on today, put,me&dad went to fetch mum&sis. Treated put with burger king. Mum&sis's luggages are heaVy. ahx. They bought loads of nice things. haha(:

Now, wtchin Princess Protection Program at utube. starring demi lavato and selena gomez. haha. its a nice show. wanna wtch prison break though. cant decide.

and i REAllllllyyyyy have to finish my freakin holiday hmwrk):

dada~

i don't know why i got myself into this very beautiful castle

need i say more,

2009-06-20T00:38:00.003+08:00

Well, the previous post is my fifteenth post! haha. i was just too frustrated by the noise that the drills make. srsly. unbelievable.

So..had class BBQ just now. yesterday, more like it. ahx.

It was okay..
zahra wanted to go off already so, gyeah. had to go.
All the pics are up at fb.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBPWuKTWtRA

brought me to tears.
ily, Dad

Dance With My Father
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear her, mama cryin' for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm prayin' for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don't do it usually
But Lord, she's dyin' to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

bye~

Your smile brings back memories.
All i could do was laugh together.
I do not know when i'll be able to see that again.
The amount of happiness filled in you.
That was a moment.
haha

-.-

2009-06-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

I freaking hate construction noises.

& your words caught my sight

2009-06-18T21:58:00.005+08:00

How do you do what you do. heh

Hello.

Quite an outing(:
Went walking with Zahra, Umairah and Khairul yesteday, 17 jun.
It seemed shorter yesterday than the previous time i went. haha
It was quite tiring but i had fun.
Then met up with Natasha at vivo. Ate at Banquet and bought tickets to the 2.40pm movie for Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.
It was sort of a typical movie.
(Pictures will be up soon)
Afterwards, we headed home.
After reaching home, i took a shower, dadada and slept till i couldn't figure out the time. Halfway i woke up thinking that it was in the early morning but my family was actually watchin tv. lalaha. Woke up at 10.30pm and went back to bed at 2am.

Today basically did nothing much. Cleaned up my table, played the piano, watched tv, played psp and the world moves without shaking me.

):

Sometimes you wonder . .

I'll get gg then.
Prison Break's on!(:
toodles~

Life is not about the destination, its what you learn on your journey that is priceless....

2009-06-16T21:33:00.012+08:00

Let the pictures talk.
View from the bottom though.
Have fun.

toodles~

chance

2009-06-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

Well, hello(:

I'm back from kampong trip. Had fun.

Well, let me finish up on AEM first..

Here's 10 observations or whatever u call it for the five days at SP:

1. Having apple pie and coke/sprite while sitting at the staircase is fun(: enjoyed it.
2. Slacking was what we did most of the time.
3. Eating KFC for 5 days back-to-back can get borin.
4. Styrofoam planes are fragile.
5. Stalking's not fun.
6. Getting sick is not fun either.
7. The hangar is very hot.
8. Soldering requires time and is not fun when you get burned.
9. Yee San, you look very preety(:
10. Water is nice.

Haha. Guess that's it.

So...kampong trip.
Had to squeeze at the back of Baba's car with Mum and Cp to kampong.
Reached ard 4am in the morning.
Can't rmmbr what time i woke up but i ate durian(:
Went to the shop to buy stuffs.
Then went to the titi and we played with the water at bonda! It was a load of fun(:
Afterwards, i bathed and we watched Wildchild.
Headed to JUSCO and there, i ddnt buy anth but i tried japanese food which was nice(:
Slept at 11+ that night. v early. haha.
Next morning, woke up at 6.50am to find everyone asleep. jajaja
Then when most of em have woken up, we went to feed the chickens(:
Then we ate breakfast: nasi lemak(:
Later we played with the bonda water again!(:
Afterwards, we all got ready and packed.
Seterusnya, kami baca Yaasin dan doa selamat.
Then headed to masjid tanah and went to the pasar malam. There, we bought ayam percik, air asam, and many more.
Watched Apocalyto at Baba's brother's hse.
Headed home.
Abg Aimi 'boasted' that he always has to go first at kampong and lead the rest. padahal2 eh. haha
At Gelang Patah, i got my share of Ramly burger(: yummy

Woke up at 9.58am today. Headed to Aunty Cindy's house at 11.30am for a haircut. Mostly every humankind on earth is complaining abt my hair.

Btw to Faila: I wanna see the magazine! it looks nice(:

Pictures will be up soon.
Toodles~

Why do they care when i don't even care?

Update

2009-06-10T23:17:00.012+08:00

You still don't get it do you

Hellllooooo peeeopleee(:

Haha.

It's been a while since I've updated. I noe,
Well..

the Batam trip was fun but i wished i could have stayed longer to get away from the busy life in Singapore and relax there.
It's quite quiet there, in Batam.

I like silence
once in a while.

Hmm, let's begin from the start. No, the beginning.

Exited home around 9am and reached Harbourfront at 10am?..yeah. then had breakfast at Seah Im foodcourt where i had roti prata.
Headed to Harbourfront and met up with the rest who were at Banquet.
make the story short, we reached Waterfront Ferry Terminal.
& my dear mummy thought that she misplaced her handphone in the boat while we were all already waiting for the van.
In the end, she found it in her side-pocket. Haaha

Reached the hotel
blah3..
ate lunch (which was freakingglyy expensive!) that made us all full.
Afterwards, we went swimming at the pool cos the boys are superb excited to ride the slide. hoho..
I joined too.
Haha(:
At night Mum and Kak Ela went for acupuncture while the rest stayed at the hotel watching tv. Hhaaha. Then they reached back and bought dinner for us.
Zhennn..
we went to bed. zzzZZ

Next morning
woke up, and got to see the sunrise(:

Beautiful
Wonderful
Full of
wadevr

Then had breakfast and headed to Nagoya Hill for ear candling. Well, at first they all wanted ear candling but then people change and so do their wants. haha.
okok. So i did ear candling and reflexology
(: Nice.
Then the adults headed to Desi Mall?..for some shopping while the kids and my dad stayed in the van where my sis and i slept, the boys played psp and my dad chatted with the driver. lawls.
Afterwards, went to Cik Ning's for lunch!
Extreme delicioso!(:
Yummy(:

Then headed to her house which was like a mini botanical garden. haha(:
seriously full of greenery.

Then, i had to head home . . . . ): boringg

but i got to stay home and eat McSpicy and watch 27 dresses, Alone.
Nice,
at times,
when you're in need of space and quietness.

Pics are all taken by moi. More pics up soon. Mum's naggin for me to go to bed . .

However, the next morning i feel bad in the stomach and it's also the first day of AEM. Whatever the heck, i still went for it.
The lecturer looks like Charlie Chaplin(if that's how his name is spelt). Lawls. Then he lectured, that's what he's payed for heh?, most of the time.
We were then told that we have to get materials to build our plane..
So my group members, consisting of Zahra, Yu Ting, Li Qing and Li Ting, with Zhi Kang, headed to Takashimaya to get our materials.
Somewhere in between, Li Qing told the story about her transformation from curly hair to straight hair. Funneh.
And somewhere at the end, I got weak and vomited in a plastic bag (which carries the materials) in the train. That's when i decided i have to get off the next station. Which is Dover. At that moment, my eyes were starting to fail me and i thought that my contacts were gonna fall off and i was gonna go blind.
I prayed quietly for Allah to help me and forgive me.
Then we alighted at dover and i sat down. I vomited again.
Was starting to feel so sorry cos i was causing so much trouble to these people.
Had to be strong cos i didn't want to faint and cause trouble for my friends and give a free emergency show to the public.
Tried walking, but still the vision doesn't clear. So sat down at the stairs and then i tried composing myself.
Phew.
I made it without fainting.

So sorry to you guys who had to sit throught that.

Headed home and yodayodayoda.
Went to the clinic at night and all the doctor had to say was the kind of medicines he was gonna give me. wth really. He also noted for me not to eat that night, eat only bread or porridge the next morning and drink lotsa water.

But that night my stomach couldn't stand it and i was on the verge of going to the hospital. gee
wadevr happened, i still went for AEM.
Well after three days,
- walking ard the sch is at times, fun and at times, very tiring cos its hot
- eating KFC is nice but i think im not gonna have burgers for a few weeks (except for ramly burgers at melaka maybe haha)
- soldering burns

. . .
Today watched Hannah Montana the movie. Not that im a fan or anything, just that i like the song butterfly fly away(: And after the movie, i like the Hoedwon Throwdown thingy. haha nice.

Well i guess i'll get going.
have a nice day peeps

Leave in silence

2009-06-06T07:17:00.009+08:00

These tears are not for me to put in a cup for you.
I don't want to shed them no more.
Not for you, that is.

Good morning peeps(:

Well yesterday, Friday, i went to collect my passport in the morning with Mum and Cp.
& the picture sucks. urgh. I hate it.
Well, just have to endure for another five years before i change to a new one. hah. Afterwards, we went to Bussorah St for breakfast.
If only i had a camera at that time, i would have taken pics.
I know, u peeps are like wondering, You can use your handphone camera, Nadiah..

Well it feels wierd using hp cam to take pics of sceneries i guess. lawls. nvm

Then Mum sent me and Cp home.
At home i slacked for most of the time.
Doing what?

Watching tv.

andandand!!
making a birthday card for moi Dad(:!!!

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!
(:
Well i ddnt take pics of the card yet, but it seems managable.
But, on the card i wrote happy 46th bday...which is a yr older. ahx. sorry..

gosh. i gotta start on my assignments man.

So dadadada. . . went to Morris Allen at night.

Had fun(:

Afterwards, went home to celebrate Dad's bday. Haha.
Kak Ela & fam sponsored the cake and we sponsored the pizzas.
gagagagak(-:

Then i packed my bag to head off for Batam today(:

Well i woke up at 4.50am cos i wasn't feelin that well): Haiz
Then my Dad woke up at ard 5.30am.
I got ready and stuff while the others were sound asleep.

after finishing gettin ready,
i watched tv(:
haha.
nothing better to do.

Now i am usin the comp and listening to David Cook's permanent.
sad song.
nice song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP80gxcLbZs&feature=related

David Cook - Permanent

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if i tell you i won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go i wish i could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

So. have a fun weekend peeps. Stay safe and tcre(:

Toodles~

goodieoldtwoshoesisfreakinglyboredsolet'sjustsurfhaha

2009-06-04T18:37:00.010+08:00

I SCREAAM for ice cream

Well, had hip hop practice today which started at 10am. It was fine. did roll-overs? and shoulder freeze and stuff.

Afterwards headed home for tuition. James told me that he was in the same bus, 187, & he was sittin behind me. Lol. wth, i ddnt even notice. gahh

Watched CSI, the episode where Taylor Swift was in.. haha. interesting(:

Now Im on the comp and i found out smth: the jonas bro's are gonna be on fb live on Thursday 4th June 5pm DPT. haha. well not really a big fan but i clicked on the link anyways. And there's this 'part' where we can type what we wanna say and this fbooker says that it'll start in ard 13 hours. so it means it'll be 8am in singapore. not sure really.

Anyways..

I am bored
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Heyya. Its 7.30pm now.
haha, i was googling Stiif Dylans and i later 'landed' on Angus,Thongs and Perfect Snoggings which later led me to Aaron Johnson. Ahx. Well it all relates to the movie stated above..
I clicked on a picture of the two characters in the movie and it landed me to a blog of a girl. haha here's the pic:

hawt

I know Aaron Johnson is daym hot(: haha
So talkin abt the girl's blog.. She's had the blog since Nov 2004. gyeah
And her name's Syawalina and I think she lives in KL. lawls.
And so i looked through her blog and found an interesting song titled 'Hard Love' by Bob Franke.
I think it has a book 'attached' with it. im not sure.
But the lyrics are fun(:

Hard Love

I remember growing up like it was only yesterday
Mom & Daddy tried their best to guide me on my way
But the hard times & the liquor drove the easy love away
And the only love I knew about was hard love

It was hard love, every hour of the day
When Christmas to my birthday was a million years away
And the fear that came between them drove the tears into my play
There was love in daddy's house, but it was hard love

And I recall the gentle courtesy you gave me as I tried
To dissemble in politeness all the love I felt inside
And for every song of laughter was another song that cried
This ain't no easy weekend, this is hard love

It was hard love, every step of the way
Hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away
And when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved to day
There was nothing left to sing about but hard love

So I loved you for your courage, and your gentle sense of shame
And I loved you for your laughter and your language and your name
And I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same
Though' the only love I gave to you was hard love

It was hard love, it was hard on you, I know
When the only love I gave to you was love I couldn't show
You forgave the heart that loved you as your lover turned to go
Leaving nothing but the memory of hard love

So I'm standing in this phone booth with a dollar and a dime
Wondering what to say to you to ease your troubled mind
For the Lord's cross might redeem us, but our own just wastes our time
And to tell the two apart is always hard, love

So I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away
And I'll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day
How you help me to accept myself and I won't forget to say
Love is never wasted, even when it's hard love

Yes, it's hard love, but it's love all the same
Not the stuff of fantasy, but more than just a game
And the only kind of miracle that's worthy of the name
For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love

--Bob Franke
Singer/Songwriter

So, i decided to 'youtube' it and found the song. haha
Well i don't think i'd wanna put the vid here so why don't ya just go to Utube if u wanna see it aites.

Well, the girl's blog is kinda fun to read>>
http://raspp-berries.blogspot.com/2009_06_01_archive.html

Haha. Back to Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snoggins.. haha
i like this song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDUyv99IFx4&feature=related
titled Ever Fallen In Love
haha.

well im bored.

random stuff

randomonimity

i feel like drinkin ice-blended now. kakaka
do u think i can go to IMM and buy it nw? wawawa lawls ok nvm.

MP(:

Aaron Johnson with the Stiff Dylans

told ya, I'm bored.

swimmers. gee

wth, i'll get gg.

btw, making friends is fun(: lol. just a random 'discovery'.. -.-

toodles~

I try to make sense of the words coming out from your mouth.
But every word you say is blown away.
Blown away by the flute, the wind, and the sound of your voice.
Nothing of this makes sense.
The only thing that makes sense is reality.
And heartbreakingly, reality is the only word you can't understand.
You fantasize too much over things that are impossible.
"Well, what do they say," you say.
"Impossible is nothing."
Well here's the thing:
Miracles can happen anytime but it takes time for the impossible to happen.
So if you wanna wait, you wait.
I'll carry on.

Wants

2009-06-03T21:36:00.006+08:00

roundabouts

reach out for Neptune

Jellos peeps.

How much more bored can i be?

Well had Chem supp today and it was a bore. We went through the mid-year paper. Afterwards, Zahra & me headed to Mac and met Natasha there, who had her AEM. wattzitooya.
We ate, talked about korea songs and a blondie wannabe. haha
Later, we went to IMM to buy sushi. Zahra also bought Leap Year's disc. We then headed to my house to watch it and eat our sushis.
Dadada... zahra tried the U-horse? i dunno what. Pics are in my hp. kakaka.
Then, Nat played the "makin my way down town..." song on the piano. Nice(:

Afterwhich, i accompanied sis to Westmall to print her pics.

Now, chatting with Faila & blogging. lawls.

i wanna go out.

i wanna jln2.
i wanna watch movies.
i wanna eat ice-cream.
i wanna dance.
i wanna sing.
i wanna take pics.
i wanna hug<3.
i wanna play sports.
i wanna yell.
i wanna go to marina barrage.
i wanna cheer for someone.
i wanna be a HUGE fan for someone.
i wanna climb mountains.
i wanna go to a playground.
i wanna go to a concert.
i wanna change my hairstyle.
i wanna get to know more peeps.
i wanna jump.
i wanna go diving.
i wanna skate.
i wanna travel.
i wanna have a hoarse voice for a while.
i want to have fun.

toodles~

complications

2009-06-02T21:19:00.006+08:00

awesome

ghagaga

Well, after the LooVeely performance at esplanade on Sunday, Monday was quite a bore.
Had a statistics enrichment day camp where there are like 5 lectures from 10am-4pm, with 2 breaks in between.
seriously . . .
some people slept.

Well we had to go there by ourselves & have to reach by 9.30am. So i exited home at 8.15am.
&& the clever me took 333 to get to the interchange. 333 will go a Big round ard jurong before reachin the interchange. So i alighted the bus abt 4 stops later, crossed the road and took 334 to the interchge. haaaha.
Reached the interchange, top-up my e-z link card and headed to Buona Vista.
The train was full. gahh
After alighting at buona vista, i followed the 'arrows' that led me to the busstop to take 95. haha
the shaggy busstop was full of sweaty people. Sweaty educated people. geee
took 95, alighted at Seng Tjoe ...??
made my way to Theatre 25, luckily it was near the bsstp. gaaga
i was early & yu ting wasnt there yet. but saw a schmate, which i ltr found out was Kin Seng from 3e3.
sat in the theatre with yu ting&kin seng. i was in the centre & most of the time, they were cross-talking. lawls.
dadada . . . . ... the camp ends. phew
retraced steps back to the interchge. haha.

at JE interrchge, saw an old friend. basically just exchanged smiles (: _ :)

haghaghaha

at night, abg arin/kak ela & fam came to me hse. ate sup tulang,,yumms. dodododuudu

zzzzZZZzz

woke up at 5.45am today cos have to meet at sch bsstp at 7.30 for Youth Gig day camp.
tired.

the camp was fun(:
eye candies. haha lawls.

if u'd sulk, it'd have been worse. so let's just have fun

dadada, ...
saw faizah at sch bsstp.

accompanied sis at opp blk to take pics.
went for piaaaanoo..gagaga

Now, im home doing stuffs.
toodles~

ohshyt, there's chem supp tmrw. dayyum

If you'd wake me up from this dreamless sleep,
I would climb mountains and count sheeps.
I would start believing in your unimaginable thoughts -
how a bird flies without wings and yet still soars like an eagle.
Like an eagle that doesn't sleep
and continues to fly above the lonely street.
Lonely streets that has no doubts,
no doubts of anything,
not even me.
<3

A musician's love

2009-06-01T17:58:00.001+08:00

Every face pictures yours

Yo... guess whaat? Had a blast with the 2 lovelites, Faila & Mirah (:we went to esplanade to catch LooVee again. haha. they had 2 shows ystrdy, 7.30pm & 8.45pm.

My prnts & Kak Ela&Abg Yus are also heading to esplanade to catch the Sweet Charity 40 years. so we hitched a ride with em. their show starts at 8pm.

Exited from home around 7pm. Dad dropped us off at Mac & he go to the mosque for prayers. Bought yummy McCafe(:
By the time it was 7.30pm.. Reached esplanade ard 7.40 Afterwhich the adults headed into the theatre and we sat at the indoor place for a while.

Later did she know, Mirah forgot to bring her SD card so she went bonkers for a moment. And more moments later. ahaha
So i quickly told em that the show at the concourse's starting so we headed there.
Before getting to the escalator, we decided to take pic with the Sweet Charity poster but something wierd happened. lawls.

by the time LooVee was performin their last song for that time so we waited for the 8.45 one..
At 8.45, they got on stage and performed a LooVeely love song(:
got goosebumps. hehe
later, they requested for the audience to get on their feet and Dance! haha(:
Soooo funn(:
it was their last day there, so it was quite a sad one. but had an encore at the end. shouted till my voice could no longer sound like one. But i drank water and 'cooled' it to a point where i could still speak. haha

one two three woo!

At the end, we had a group photo of the audience with the band. hehehe(:

Afterwards, we took pictures with the guys(:
hehehe
cutes.

A musician's love is when each strum made by the guitarist is felt.
A musician's love is when the pianist enthralls you with the octaves.
A musician's love is when each beat the drummer makes ties up your stomach.
A musician's love is the love of the lead singer to the audience.
A musician's love is the love that one wants.

Serenade

2009-05-31T14:06:00.001+08:00

I love you

Goodday peeps(: well had a fun night yesterday(:

In the morning had tuition and later had madrasah.
But there were like only 10 of us?.. haha

Later at night, my fam and I went to esplanade cos sis had to take photos for her hmwk. Before that, we headed to West Coast to eat.
Reached esplanade and checked out the free events at the indoor place & concourse. sadly when we reached, the event at indoor place ended, so headed to the concourse. The next show starts at 10pm. so waited...

at first when i saw weird japanese people coming on stage, i was like this'll be a boring one. but it was instead a flippin fun show!

they made my day man(:
i even stood up and danced. haha(:

later they, the band's name: Loovee, collaborated with a local band, comic strip.
fun show(:

Blurr

toodles peeps(:

Amour

2009-05-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

~waves~

Hi peeps. well decided to post another post for the day cos im bored. sheesh.

so went to eng class where we said a play(: i was the witch, Lucrexia and Prince Edgurt or smth like that. it was fun(:
Before the class, i reachd JP early so i walked ard and finally entered Harris. its very fun peeps, well for those who likes reading books that is. some authors i noted are Jodi Picoult and Paulo Coelho. gyeah(: nice cover & summary. but i got no $$ to pay for those thin and expensive books. ahax. there is reason for libraries u know. sheesh(:
After eng class, bought sotong balls which were delicioso. thanks abg yus! (: havent eaten since recess?..gyeah. haha. cume kenyang air.. otw to the carpark, saw kpk & friend, Aindil?.. she was doin her nails. ouuu hehe(:

the moon is cresent ( (:

haha so when reached home, ate like flash. lawls. Alhamdulillah dah kenyang.(: now kak ela, abg yus, asyraaf, irsyad, put, mum, kklng and cp wtchin ghost whisperer. last 2 episodes babes. im gonna wtch the last episode ltr with em. ahx. so that's it.

btw, why is the timing above on the "date:" part does not tally with the real time..? haik.. so just for info, its 11pm not wdevr time is stated above. geesh.. ok

toodles(:~

With fame, many things come unpredictable.
Amour<3>

I am sorry, ku takkan love u lagi

2009-05-29T16:36:00.001+08:00

Good day earthlings(: well sch was a blast today. haha, the only blasting part was drinking water durin lesson time. hurray!! haha. jk. sch was ok.. nothing much extravagant happened.
so reached sch, had assembly, blah3. &! 6 months holiday, hurrah(: haha. slengs

geog was bee to the ohh to the r-i-n-ghee. gah. boring. and physics, Mr K ddnt come(L(: so ze gals played a few games like 007bang!, murderer and truth/dare. it was fun(:

recess was normal. seriously, a not normal recess is when:
- there is only u and ur friends eating
- there are people dancing on tables
and a few more. gee..

then maths, received our report books. i have all the grades, ranging from A1-C6. haha. great eh. gotta pull up my socks & my height..haha
slacked all the way through chem cos Mdm L was still givin out report bks..there's chem supp on 3rd june. bloopbloopbloop . . .

after sch, accompanied Zahra to JP for lunch and mum texted me, sayin i gotta renew my passport. expires this yr.. ddnt eat but ate at long john silver. wth. ddnt eat but ate. gagaga.. heard the song by ST12 titled 'cari pacar' or smth like that. beat-y song(: bought oreo coffee ice blended. nice(:

so headed home and da3,

put decided to take his scooter with him and we took turns riding it. haha. first, take the picture which sucks cos have to put my hair BEhind my ears. lawls. had to wait for 15 mins so instead of waiting, we went to mac. anyways i promised put that i'd but him ice cream & ice blended too. haha. ate Milo MCflurry. hehe. prefer oreo mcflurry actually. haaha(:
saw put's friends at mac but decided to just sit outside cos we brought along the scooter mah. haha. about 20mins later, collected the pictures.. then put decided to buy slurpee instead. &! he ddnt wanna share so bought 2. otw home, i dropped mine! ): cos i sorta jumped off the scooter. haha..so i bought peach ice blended. haha. tak habis2. lawls(:

afterwards headed home and here i am, blogging(: gg off for eng ltr. toodles(:

Take a word and make it a sentence.
Take a sentence and make it a paragraph.
Take a paragraph and make it a book.
Take a book and start memories.
Take my hand and make me part of your memory.

DingDingDong

2009-05-28T19:30:00.001+08:00

Hey earthlings. yes, this blog is more attractive now, thanks loads to Nuruzzahra Bte Abdul Aziz and Rafaila Bte Abdul Rashid. haha(: so had sch today and my dear friend ddnt come due to morning sickness.. no lar, i dunno why.
poosh. got to sch, assembly, blah3. had PE where we had to throw bballs. haaha. then did SS corrections with Mdm A. recess was a blast. neh. its just like other normal recess. lol.
durin maths, got to know my class&level position and overall %. gotta improve man. im scared for my O's. "what if's" comes to mind..
after sch, Su Ling and Natasha sat with me and watched me eat due to my request. haha. thanks peeps(: then had hiphop.

gosh. i was really hopin to not miss any hh practice durin the june hols.

something else just had to pop up. sheesh.

ding ding dong .. dingdingdingding dong ...

flabbergasted. what does it mean anyways, flabbergasted. ok nvm. hmm there's loads of stuffs that i have and want to do durin the hols..
have to: maths supp, AEM, day camps, CCAs, dadada..
want to: outing with beloved cuzzies(: , outing with classmates, overseas,gee(:

well. there are things you have to sacrifice for the sake of another thing. haha, nvm.

It just came to mind
that you are the one that finds
the true meaning of happiness
in every beating heart.

First

2009-05-27T17:45:00.002+08:00

simplicity + randominity

Hi peeps(: Yes, this is muah first personal blog. haha. (i wanna say this but i dunno, nvm here's just what i wanted to say: ironic eh?) ok nvm. Haha. so i've decided to create a 'June holiday blog' where i will update about the happenings of my life in June. Hopefully if everything goes well, i might continue with this blog. Ahx. yea that's basically the plan. Gee.
yea yea i know, its not yet june. but, why not just start earlier for the sake of starting. ha crap nvm. well if you see this blog now, it may or may not be attractive. okok let's begin. begin what? begin storytelling. neh. begin the happenings. haha. well woke up late today : 6.32am! rushrushed to sch. luckily dad could send today, phew+yippies. reached sch, blahblahblah had sk8ting!(: funfunfun. geared up and set off. haha. went ard the basketbll court which is minute. fell like.........once. twice. thrice.

yes, thrice. what u think 40000 eh? lawls

ALL three times

on my butt

foot. so then did CIP durin upper&lower sec recess. then had talk frm SP and havin thoughts on gg poly. then had survey abt physics.
I hate physics .
aftr sch did CIP again. got tired of standing so i went home instead of eating with Zahra,Umairah & Hanisah. sorry guys):
went home and went IMM with sis to buy contacts 8)

Now i am home, blogging. haha.